<p>I'm really happy, never down, energetic on the outside.
I'm really (not always but often) sad, (not always bit often) down, and tired on the inside.</p>
<p>I'm nice on the outside.
I'm annoyed in the inside.</p>
<p>I feel so contradicting for my outside "personality" and inside one. Does anyone else feel like this or are you a really open person? </p>
<p>That was me a year ago.
I think it’s normal for a lot of people. We find it hard to open up and admit how we feel, because the fact is, 90% of the people we know don’t care enough to stay with us through the hurt. But there is someone that cares–if you take a risk and find who that person is and open up, you may feel a lot better.
Or you can do what crazybandit said and try to find something that makes you happy. Do something every day just for you.</p>
<p>at school: I’m Loud, funny, talkative, friendly, make outlandish statements about random funny things and sometimes might occasionally breakout into a a stupid dance that always has me and my friends cracking up…</p>
<p>at home: I’m quiet, & calm</p>
<p>In my head: I’m a generally happy person, but sometimes unhappy with what i have (trying to change this). I always think of rude things in my head about other people (especially if I hate/dislike them).</p>
<p>The opposite is true for me. I appear really cold and somewhat depressed on the outside, but on the inside I’m actually pretty happy and sympathetic.</p>
<p>Haha WOW I am stupid. I was thinking physically being outside. JK! It’s just that I’ve been thinking about how I act differently in different settings. MY BAD!</p>
<p>On the outside, I’m super caring, considerate, patient, and happy.
On the inside, I’m impatient, and sometimes could care less about certain situations. I’m just like “bleh” sometimes xD I mean, most of the times my feelings are true, but not all the time! :P</p>