guys, this is so messy…not satisfied with a 1580…took the SAT 5 times…YIKES man…but also this kid is like 16 so maybe lay off. long post incoming because i used to be like this so heres a hot take from someone who has lived through it.
WHATEVER U DO DONT MENTION UR IQ…u might as well tell them that you were a moderator on r/incels. do NOT mention your IQ.
right now, you’re coming off as a fake geek boy who makes misogynistic comments at girls for playing MTG, which is…not great. even if you have a 1600 and 50 AP’s they’re gonna slap u with that big fat rejection notice.
you really need to show that you have a personality. really really. that matters way more than 20 points on the SAT. for me, i had a 1570 on the SAT with one of the worst known curves of the year, 14 AP’s (including senior year). within those 14 AP’s i took Calculus AB while taking Physics C (which means I had to learn calculus and apply it in the same timeframe). i ended up with double 5’s on Phys C which is notoriously hard at my school since they make Mech and EM semester classes instead of year-long classes and it’s known as a killer senior class (and took it junior year). additionally, i got a 5 on AP Language, which is pretty hard, especially for a STEM-oriented student. I’m the only person in my school who got double 5’s in Physics C AND a 5 in English language. for EC’s, I’ve placed in flute competitions, done state S&E, been selected for the concerto competition, etc. plus some leadership. whatever. there are more but guess what? it don’t matter!
because there are thousands of applicants who are just as impressive, if not moreso. the ONLY way i can distinguish myself is by showing my personality through essays (and to a lesser extent, the arts supplement. you can’t really tell much with flute, but if you were a writer or an artist, definitely include an arts supplement). so anyways back to the essays. what did i write them about?
depression and fanfiction. yeah. sounds messy but since I got gud at writing after reading a spectacular fanfic and much of my current recovery-positive, change-loving mentality has been defined by my struggle with depression, my essays SLAPPED. yours can to!
but, uh, not until you’ve done some genuine self-reflection. not to call you out or anything, because i think this could really help you. and don’t worry, I was totally like this too. so i get it.
anyways, here goes: you seem to put way too much stock in numbers and statistics (grades and SAT). whether this is due to lack of parental encouragement or whatever, it’s something that you should address. because once you get out of high school and college, that framework is gone. you should wean yourself off it while it’s easy to (not to mention that when you fail, because you will at some point, it’s going to hit a lot harder if you define your entire life around some arbitrary grade).
here is another tip for you: be selfish. I don’t mean steal your brother’s favorite sweater because it makes your eyes pop (you should ask to borrow it). i mean, like. value yourself. value your friends. take time for yourself. learn to knit or something. you seem to do that with D&D, which is cool and great. i’ve always wanted to learn how to play D&D (and maybe that would make a good essay topic, since it’s fairly unique and not “i profess my love to my classical instrument for 600 words”).
finally, and this is CRUCIAL, learn empathy. i mean, like…D&D sets lots of examples with gender and sexuality positivity i think, so that might be a good place to start…additionally i know Undertale has bad culture surrounding it but it’s genuinely a fantastic game and Will teach you empathy. stay off of FOX news and 4chan and don’t argue with people over the internet because that will screw over your sense of empathy COMPLETELY…and try to consider things from others’ points of view. this idea of empathy actually works WITH my previously discussed idea of selfishness, as described with this quote from terry pratchett since you seem like a fantasy dude:
“All witches are selfish, the Queen had said. But Tiffany’s Third Thoughts said: Then turn selfishness into a weapon! Make all things yours! Make other lives and dreams and hopes yours! Protect them! Save them! Bring them into the sheepfold! Walk the gale for them! Keep away the wolf! My dreams! My brother! My family! My land! My world! How dare you try to take these things, because they are mine!
I have a duty!”
…wow. CHILLS. (note: from The Wee Free Men)
anyways i hope you have a slappin time with my advice (which will actually make you look better to colleges because they dont want study machines and i know this because a former AO told me that) while i go take some more cold medicine because ive been at 101 Fahrenheit for a good 2 hours now. TTFN!