<p>I currently attend Duke University. I am in my third semester (Sophomore). Before attending Duke I was accepted to both Amherst and Swarthmore, and I've realized since then that either one of those schools would have been a better match.</p>
<p>I have received very bad grades, due to my extreme unhappiness here, and too my discovering and attempting to handle mothers bout with advanced breast cancer.</p>
<p>If I were to apply to Amherst and Swarthmore again, would I be at an advantage, since obviously they saw something in me before, or a disadvantage, because of my grades??</p>
<p>And if I were to apply for the year 2008-2009, when I would be a Junior, should I apply as a transfer, or as a freshman, sincerely I feel seriously deprived of most of my college experience?</p>
<p>Thanks for the help.</p>