<p>Okay I can't believe I made an account and am posting here, but I seriously need help/advice and current/relevant information from anyone willing to contribute :)</p>
<p>Essentially I'm torn between Reed and L&C</p>
<p>Starting with L&C:
I got basically a full ride based on merit -- so guaranteed aid for the next four years, I'd have about $5,000 in loans each year (counting direct subsidized and Perkins).*</p>
<p>I absolutely 100% want to study abroad (especially seeing as one of my older sisters did and loved it, the other regretted never doing so).*</p>
<p>I've been in the desert for four years and really miss beautiful green places.*</p>
<p>I'd be 'the smartest' -- not trying to be pretentious but they only give out up to 5 of the scholarship I received*</p>
<p>I'm a HUGE slacker/procrastinator (i.e. every college app was submitted date of deadline, and I awkwardly missed some of my instate honors college deadlines thinking I had 1 more day to do everything....)*
But I'd get on pretty easily at L&C, putting in the same amount of work I have in high school (which isn't much... As in I moved over a month ago and still have yet to dig through boxes to find my textbooks, Calc included). </p>
<p>Now for Reed:*
I got about the same amount of money (dolar-wise) here as L&C, but obvs it's more expensive so I think I'd have $10,000 in loans per year. Also, the aid is need-based, so I'm not necessarily garunteed the same amount every year (what happens if my mom miraculously finds a real job!) vs. the merit from L&C.</p>
<p>Despite the whole procrastination thing, I really love academia and plan to ultimately become a professor (grad school is 100% in my future).*</p>
<p>I think I'd fit in relatively well at the school -- I was raised in a tiny white Christian town, but upon moving to a larger city at the start of high school I got really into the tolerance movement, didn't feel guilty for being bi, and apparently can pull off the Professor Trelawney look in daily life. I'm also what you might label a 'stoner' in that I've been smoking for 3 years (since I was a sophomore) and first semester this year I was smoking typically 5 days a week but since Christmas break 2-3 times a day every day o.O I feel like this would be less frowned upon by Reedies than by Lewis&Clark-ers (do they have a name?) but at the same time I'd probably have to cut back in order to succeed at Reed, whereas I could keep up my current copious consumption were I to attend L&C.*</p>
<p>I would NOT be the 'smartest' here, but meeting geniuses could be pretty awesome/inspiring :) or you know... make me feel hopelessly inferior. I think I'd probs be somewhere in the 75th percentile; I've got 'natural intelligence' but am lazy.
[For anyone who cares about this: SAT reading 800 writing 800 math 770; but only 33 on ACT w/ writing (it's possible I fell asleep during the essay...) oh and GPA 4.14 w/ scale of extra .25 for honors, .5 for AP (classes like band and Spanish bring it down a lot).*</p>
<p>I've been stalking a lot of Reedies livejournals (yes livejournal... Blast from the past) and everyone seems to be super stressed and overwhelmed by studying :( Also, apparently GPAs at Reed tend to be SUBSTANTIALLY lower than what the same student would have earned at most other universites (including 'name schools') and Reed's name isn't necessarily enough to counterbalance that. I'm sure I'd fairly easily maintain my high GPA at L&C without having to work, in contrast to working my for lower grades at Reed.*</p>
<p>I have a LOT of schooling ahead of me... I really don't want to burnout in the first 2 years.*</p>
<p>Okay please help!
Obviously I know the academics at Reed are far superior, but there are a lot of other considerations for me. I haven't had the chance to visit (will do so in the next few weeks!) and hopefully that'll help the dilemma.*</p>
<p>To anyone who managed to read this entire post: congratulations on making it through the ramblings of my sleep-deprived consciousness and thanks for taking the time to do so :)*</p>
<p>p.s. anyone in the 'exact' same situation as me, (L&C v Reed) PLEASE message me so we can be frustrated together!*</p>