Regret Thread

<p>I regret not working to my full potential.</p>

<p>I was admitted in an engineering major by a university in my own country, I did not go to it becasue my parents and friends opinions.
I came abroad here to study, instead of engineering, I major in design because of their opinion too!!!
How stupid I am!!!
after 1 and a half year, I feel art major is a hell for me, well I like drawing, but definitely not a career!!!
Ignoring their opinions, I change it back to engineering, though I right now working desperately hard for my current major, I still feel my past 1 and a half was a blank.
And now they are questioning me about that I am still taking lower divsion classes.
I am sick of staying around them, so I wanna transfer ASAP,
But since I don’t have enough classes for engineering, I get accepted by science major but not engineering in a so-called reputated school, everyone says I should go for it and feels happy and proud for me. But it’s not the major I want.
I regret so much that I listen to them too much!!!
I regret so much that I did not follow my free will!!!</p>

<p>I wish I hadn’t taken such a rigorous course load senior year of high school. It drove me crazy trying to balance all of my AP courses and college applications, and by this point, I am pretty burnt out, academically (the more pernicious version of senioritis). I’m really worried that I’ve pretty much salted and burned my work ethic for college.</p>

<p>Not joining many extracirriculars freshman year, convincing myself that I couldn’t take on bigger leadership positions, and letting people trample on my dreams (for a time).</p>

<p>1.Never been able to admit that I am lesbian, thus never letting this girl know that I am really into her. Now that she is hunderds of miles away from me, and it is hard to start a relationship.
2.Crammed through my college application, and was somewhat careless.
3.I should have not slacked off in my junior year, which resulted in that HUGE GPA drop.</p>

<p>Although I wasn’t the greatest academically in hs, I don’t regret that at all. Could have tried harder but I also could have slacked off more, so I’m ok with it.</p>

<p>What I really regret is the inevitable “girl I never talked to” because I didn’t know what was her situation with another guy and got the feeling she really disliked me.</p>

<p>Wow, it’s scary how many people are dependent on amphetamines to keep them focused on things they don’t really find interesting. That is not how life is supposed to be… Even if it’s just a short four-year period, there’s no reason why SO many people (including myself) should have to overstimulate their bodies as a necessary evil in the name of competitiveness.</p>

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<p>Human society, the modern world especially, is just so competitive and brutal that whatever way to get ahead must be pursued by those who seek it. It’s not the way that brings the most happiness to life, but it is simply the way it is.</p>

<p>@ WillShaq </p>

<p>If you are who I think you are: </p>

<p>You should have gone to that OTHER International school.</p>