<p>It is just so hard because I loved Holy Cross so much when I visited. I cry every time when I think about it. I am still crying as we speak… I grew up dreaming of going to that school. I really don’t know what I felt about Umass when I visited last month. I am a sophomore at a community college right now. I applied to Holy Cross for the fall of 2013, and was rejected. I applied again for the spring semester (January) and was rejected on Friday.</p>
<p>I am just scared about Umass because I feel I will be bullied there. I met so many nice people at Holy Cross and became friends with them. It is a small school where I can feel comfortable with. I know Holy Cross is super expensive, but I would still go.</p>
<p>I have a full ride to Umass, I will give it a try. I will try to make the best out of it. :(</p>