<p>I need....er, some kind of help. I am going into my senior year of high school and it has been a train wreck. I have a 1.9 GPA and I was sweating it out the last day of the year because I had to pass classes with exams. I think I got a 17 or 18 on my ACT and I think that was my best effort. </p>
<p>I've been pretty terrible my whole life in school. Even when I put in 100% I'm B- at best. I have no clue where I'm headed after high school ends for me. Major university is pretty much out the window right now with that horrendous GPA of mine so I know I'm going to "start" at a community college. But where do I go from there?</p>
<p>Part of the problem I guess is I'm not too sure what I want to do. First it was web design and then I took a class this past year that sucked and turned me off of it. Now it is graphic design but I have people like parents putting doubt in my mind with it being a tight job market and people not getting paid well.</p>
<p>My school counselor is useless. Absolutely useless. I've tried to talk a few times to him and every time I made an appointment I never heard anything back. </p>
<p>I'd be the first in my immediate family to go to college or get any post-high school education if that helps. The only schools I'm hearing anything from are ones like local schools which are out of my league and what I call "pitty schools". The ones I listed I had interest in on my ACT. Pretty much all of them I have no chance of getting into or paying for (Michigan, Alaska-Fairbanks, Alaska-Anchorage, Auburn).</p>
<p>I'm just clueless right now really. People are all off taking visits and I'm just sitting here scratching my head.</p>