Should I even apply, and if so, to what schools?(I have no idea what I'm doing please help)

Your English is excellent, and I wish you luck. I also wish you could change your nic. Some of us know what that means.

Yes, if you’re going to be around CC for a while (and we woud like to see you along through your applications), request through a moderator to change your username.

Hmm, I just googled my name, It’s funny because I meant for it to be a certain polish word written in english so it would be pronounced the same, but apparently it actually is a word in english, you’re right I should change it.

Seems as if you might have run into a transliteration issue. Since your name appears to be a constructed word, you can let it mean what you intended it to mean for now.