I have dealt with insecurities and self-doubt my entire life. I never really confronted these issues and so they’ve negatively affected virtually all aspects of my life. My education is the most obvious indication of this. I started at a community college because I got rejected from the schools I applied to in high school. I started CC determined to get straight A’s and transfer as quickly as I could. I was ready to transfer as a psychology major with a 3.8 GPA, but I decided to change to biopsychology. This major requires STEM classes and that’s when it all went downhill. My GPA is now at a 3.36 with my science GPA at a 2.71. My lowest grades are in chemistry. I have straight C’s for every chemistry course I’ve taken. I have 5 more STEM classes to take before I transfer so I can bring up my science GPA but it still won’t be very high. Since I started at CC, I have already taken most of the prerequisites medical schools require at the CC (general chemistry, math, physics, biology). I am transferring to UC Davis as a psychology major because I am ineligible for neurobiology, my preferred major. Here’s a list of my grades:
Introduction to Chemistry: C
General Chemistry I: C
General Chemistry II: D, retook and got a C
Principles of Biology 1 (Molecular and Cellular Biology): B
Calculus I: D, retook and got a B
Calculus II: A
Calculus III: B
Physics for Scientists and Engineers I: C
I still have to take these before transferring (I plan to boost my science GPA with these):
Organic Chemistry I and II
Physics for Scientists and Engineers II and III
Principles of Biology 2 (Diversity and Ecology)
Here are my questions:
Can I retake some of these classes once I transfer? If so, will medical schools take my second attempt grades into consideration? As I said, these classes are the prerequisites I need for medical school so I don’t think I stand a chance if I were to apply with those grades, especially my chemistry series.
Should I even look into medical schools or should I consider pursuing something else? I ultimately want to be a forensic pathologist.
I was doing so well and that first C in chemistry really brought me down. I believe that if I weren’t so insecure in myself I could have overcome that and done so much better. I am in no way trying to justify my poor grades, but I do believe that I should have resolved my own issues before going into STEM classes.
I would appreciate honest feedback from anyone.
Thank you if you took the time to read this and I hope to hear from someone.