<p>i have a dilemma. i started university after being out of school for 10 years. i had went to community college 7 years ago, so some of my credits transferred. i decided to go into mechanical engineering, and i knew i would have to learn to like math to do so. i placed kind of low in math, which i was never very good at. i was better at history, english and memorization. so im now in my 2nd year at university, and im struggling to pass calculus 1 and chemistry 1. ill be lucky to get out with C at best. its not over yet, i still have my finals next week. i have a slim chance of passing, but that is better than none.
i chose engineering because i love to build things and i want a real career. i love technology and machines. its what i really want. but i simply cant pass their math classes. i had some horrible teachers this semester, but i cant blame my failure on them. i am responsible for it.</p>
<p>if i do fail, it will be the 2nd time i have failed. my student loan amount is now at $30k. i cant keep racking a large debt and failing. i dont want to be in a huge debt. im debating whether to go for the summer term or not. it depends on the outcome.
i dont want to give up, but i dont want to keep on at something when i cant win. what is your opinion?</p>