<p>Okay, a little bit of backstory:</p>
<p>I graduated college in December of 2008 with a BBA in Marketing from a small private school. I was very fickle about my major and never really was sure what to do. I knew exactly what I DIDN'T want to do (Nursing, Engineering, didn't really want to teach) so the only major left I thought would be broad enough and utilized in a variety of ways would be a business degree. I probably wouldn't have chosen Marketing if I were able to go back, but I have to make do with what I have now. Anyways, after school I looked for jobs but there isn't a lot out there, and what is out there I wasn't interested in: selling insurance, working in a call center (which I actually did during the holidays to make money and will never do again-even though the pay isn't bad if you don't mind an ulcer and possibly a brain tumor later on in life). I was never really one of those "career" type people that grow up knowing exactly what they want to do. In highschool I rarely thought about it, oddly enough. I was too involved in my friends and my current project in Art class. By the time I finished school the recession hit and jobs have been scarce. Good jobs even scarcer. </p>
<p>While in college I worked in circulation at a library close to my house. After leaving to see "what was out there" and finding nothing I wanted to do, I kept reminiscing about how much I actually enjoyed working there, so I started applying for other library jobs. I currently have one at a library 30 minutes away. The pay is low (for someone with their Bachelor's degree) and I'm not quite full-time. But I am a slightly higher position than what I was working at the other library, and I am enjoying working there immensely! I've been seriously thinking about going for my MLS degree (Masters of Library Science) and become a full-fledged librarian. But my parents aren't really supportive of the idea because they don't want to see me in debt. I don't have any student loans from my undergraduate degree, which is a plus. But I'm still pretty dependent on my parents and I still live at home. All they want to see me do is grow up and be independent. I try to tell them I AM thinking about my future when wanting to pursue an MLS degree, but my dad doesn't want me going into debt without any promise of a full time job with benefits.</p>
<p>I understand his point of view. And that is why I'm apprehensive thinking about grad school. There are a lot of part-time librarian jobs out there because libraries are wanting to cut costs. Our state (Illinois) is broke and the library system we are affiliated with just laid off quite a few people.</p>
<p>The plus side: I think my library is okay because we get funds from cook county (which brings in a lot of revenue because of Chicago). Also, my library has a policy that will help
tuition reimbursement for "education development". For part-time, they will pay for 1 course per semester. If I were to go part-time to school, that would be like 1/3 of my tuition per semester being paid for. And I'm lucky enough to live in Illinois, where I've heard (not sure if it is true) that U of Illinois has one of the top Library Science programs in the country. I'm 23 and I feel like I should do it now while I'm still young and in "school mode".</p>
<p>I understand my parent's pragmatic point of views. And sometimes I have these ideas but they don't realize into anything substantial. But I can't think of anything else I would want to do, and I'm sick of the economy or the demand for an industry or how my parents feel dictating what I want my life to be. I feel like I have a sense of purpose. Being within the library field, I feel like my opportunities are narrowed down and focused, yet endless. If I earned my MLS degree I would have the mobility to work within public libraries, school libraries, law libraries, academic libraries, museums, etc. But maybe that is all ******** dreams and I need to come back down to reality, like I've been told to do so many times by my parents. </p>
<p>What do YOU think I should do? Any suggestions, advice, words of wisdom or thought would be HIGHLY appreciated.</p>