This is going to drone on a while because I have too many thoughts, sorry in advance.
I made a realization the other day. I’m a senior in high school, so it’s a little late, but I want to be sure I make the right decision. As a senior, I’ve been in school for a long time, I’ve taken lots of math classes, lots of english classes, lots of science classes, lots of history classes, lots of music classes. I’m tired of math and english and science and history, but I still feel just as into music as I always have (very into it). I just want to know how I should make my decision, which is essentialy a “where do I go from here?”
I got in to a decent liberal arts college, and I think I could have fun there but I’m starting to doubt my opportunities there. They have a music program, but I feel like I can get a better education in singing if I go somewhere better known/proven for music (they have a few musical alumni, but I think I can get into a better school for music). I can’t say 100% that music is the only thing I want to do with my life, but I can say that if someone told me that ten years from now I’d be a professional singer, I’d be pretty happy with that.
Background on me: I’m a guy, I am currently in a show choir and I love it. A key difficulty for me is I sing soprano (falsetto) and I hope to find somewhere I can do that. I’m not sure if that’s a problem in places since there’s pretty limited information available on that, but I feel like it’s something that needs to be mentioned. I am also interested in exploring all parts of my voice, but I’m not interested in being told that singing falsetto isn’t legitimate (Nick Pitera proves otherwise). I don’t know how to compose music, but I’d love to learn. I like singing all styles and that given I’d like multiple styles available (aka not just classical). I am not going to pretend I’m a great singer, I don’t think I’m good. I hope to be able to fix that somehow. I would love music to be able to take me to either singing and dancing (it would be a dream come true to be in one of Todrick Hall’s music videos) or just singing. I don’t think I’ll have an academic-related limitation on where I can apply since I have 2200+ SAT and good GPA with a difficult schedule; my limitations I’m concerned with are musical auditions, and while I don’t know how heavily they are weighted I assume pretty heavily. My musical background is 6 years of choir, 3 of them show choir.
Options I’ve considered:
1. Go to the college I got into and do music there, possibly transfer out if I decide that’s best (could be very expensive, which is a concern, if I don’t get advanced standing where I transfer to)
2. Defer my admission to the college I got into to let myself apply to colleges for music, and in the meantime take voice lessons to help myself
I’d love to hear other options I have. I know my thoughts are pretty scattered right now but I’d appreciate any help I can get.
All that said, I guess what I want to know is what should I do? Should I go into music? If so where (as in stay or college recommendations)?
tl;dr: Go to okay school and study music or take a gap year and try to go to a good music school?
Thank you sooo much for any help you can give, I feel like I’m in a really difficult situation and I need some calming and some advice.