<p>So, I posted here a few months ago about having trouble in calculus. Well its almost finals, and even though I'm going to study hard for it I would probably need a high C or B to get a C for the class so I can move on. And there is more to the story then that:</p>
<p>The college (Florida Tech) didn't receive my final transcript from RCC in Virginia so I had to take Calculus 1 AGAIN! Now i resubmitted it, but considering my poor performance in Calc 1 I don't think they'll give it to me. </p>
<p>I have struggled immensely with Calculus 1 for the following reasons:</p>
<p>My GSA insulted me when I got bad grades on things, and mocked me when I got A's</p>
<p>My Professor, although one of the nicest guys I know on campus and a pleasure to listen to, doesn't give formulas for the 'long ways' of doing things, so if I forget a step I'm screwed on a quiz or test. </p>
<p>I REALLY want to be an engineer, and I'm not an idiot by any means nor incompetent with math; I got a 100% on my midterm for intro to engineering, but unfortunately that means little to my parents, the school or whoever else if I get a D or F in Calculus. </p>
<p>So, the big question: Should I rethink my major?</p>
<p>My biggest strengths are primarily sciences, english classes (I do pretty well), social sciences etc. </p>
<p>My big issues here: I like computers and would prefer to be an computer engineer to a computer scientist or software engineer, I like the hardware side immensely. </p>
<p>I just don't think I have what it takes to pass the stupid curriculum.</p>