Hi there! I apologize in advance for the long read, but I would really appreciate some advice. I am in quite a pickle at the moment. Running over the same scenarios over and over in my head only gets me so far.
I am currently a sophomore at WashU studying Math and Physics (and kind of Computer Science), and I am now entertaining the idea of transferring but wanted to hear thoughts from people who understand the transfer process, particularly doing it as late as I would.
I chose WashU initially because I wanted to attend a smaller school (my other top options were UCLA and UC Berkeley), but I was never super excited to go. I had heard amazing things from people I knew who attended or knew people who attended, so I went in expecting to at least be satisfied with my education. I was originally in the business school–I horrible experience, as I found the classes to be dull and failed to be intellectually stimulating in the slightest. Now, this semester I began a very heavy stem load–6 mostly upper div math/physics courses and a 1.0 credit lab–and I feel like I am finally learning something. However, studying remotely has demonstrated something to me. My twin brother is at UCB and is also very stem-focused, a Math and CS major who takes Physics classes for fun. I am shocked to see the disparity in our “equivalent” courses. While sometimes having easier courses isn’t so bad, it is pretty disappointing to see how much my education is lacking. Furthermore, I am very disappointed in the culture at WashU. I find that few people are as excited about learning as I am. Many of my peers are solely focused on getting a coveted business job, preparing to be an engineer, or plan to attend med school. I would love to just take my math and physics classes along with a wide variety of humanities classes; I have recently come to learn that I would really like to study some philosophy and ancient studies, among other things to supplement the STEM. While we do offer classes in these subjects, of course, the variety is rather limited, and I get the impression people use the humanities as a GPA boost. I want to be at a university where I have peers who would sit there and talk about linear algebra or quantum computing (I could talk about the double-slit experiment for hours), as well as discuss great philosophical or classic works (I am currently making my way through War and Peace to start, but I hope to get many books under my belt by the end of this semester). I know WashU is a fantastic university, but it almost seems like a $250,000 technical education, since people are so focused on post-graduate opportunities. I also have tried to meet as many people as I can, though I feel like I haven’t really been able to click with my peers super well. I really like my friends, but I would also like some friends who are as interested in knowledge for the sake of knowledge as I am. Many are very competent and capable people; they just have different ideas of what they want out of college. Furthermore, the political culture on campus makes me concerned, because there is absolutely no push from the university or the student body as a whole for discourse, a trait I think is absolutely critical at a university that purports to foster an education-centered workspace.
Here is my problem. I couldn’t have left after the first year to a school that would not have this problem, since my GPA was pretty mediocre. However, hopefully, by the time I would apply to transfer, I would have around 3.98ish if we ignore my first semester, which I think shows that I am a hard worker, especially when looking at my course load. Now, it is kind of late, so some schools will be very hard to finish on time. I would ideally like to study both math and physics but would be willing to drop math to a minor if necessary. I am about average second-year level for physics since it became an interest of mine only a few months ago (I have taken the introductory sequence, intro to quantum, an upper div electronics lab, and will be taking upper div mechanics next semester). In math, I am quite far despite my time wasted in the business school: the calculus sequence, the intro stats with multivariable calc, computational and proof-based linear algebra, the first course in real analysis, and next semester I plan to do at least 2 of abstract algebra, complex analysis, number theory and cryptography, and the second course in analysis.
So all of that is I think important context. Here are the universities to which I would consider applying:
-UChicago
-Harvard
-Yale
-CalTech
-MIT(though I believe they, like Princeton, a school I wouldn’t waste my time trying for, take people in more exceptional circumstances than mine)
-Columbia
-UPenn
-Duke
-Possibly some other: Northwestern, Dartmouth, Cornell, etc. though I am not sure if some of my issues would still exist there.
I am not considering UCLA and UCB for personal reasons.
I know that these schools are hyper-competitive, but I would really not like to bother with the transfer process if I am not going to be very satisfied with where I go. If I end up staying at WashU, I won’t be bitter. I am still happy and enjoying my education enough, but it pains me to see my four years and huge sums of money go towards something that is almost sub-par, at least in what I am looking to get out of a Bachelor’s degree.
TL;DR: I feel like the WashU educational environment isn’t right for me; do I apply to transfer?
I appreciate any help; I spend too much time worrying about my future right now!