Hey guys,
I’m a current sophomore in college and in a dilemma because I’m still undecided.
When I first started college, I thought I’d like to do Engineering (specifically Civil/Structural), since buildings/bridges/structures have always peaked my interest. After not doing so well in my first classes (C+ in Calc. 1 // B+ in General Physics 1), I got scared because my GPA dropped to 3.22 (I needed a 3.20 to keep my scholarship). However, other people in those classes were doing fine and pulling off A’s, so I figured that I might not be cut out for it since the curriculum would only get harder and I likely wouldn’t be as lucky to get over a 3.20 again. In addition to this, I didn’t like the school I was attending and dreaded being there, so I switched schools midyear to commute from home and save money.
After moving back home, I felt a lot better and realized that I hated the dorm life. Once at my new school for the Spring 2015 semester, I enrolled in Calc. 2, but I filled the rest of my schedule with gen. eds. since I wasn’t too sure about Engineering anymore. I enjoyed a lot of my classes, but nothing really stood out to me. I ended up getting a B+ in Calc. 2, but I stopped there with the Calculus courses. I also managed to bring my GPA up from the previous semester to 3.5 (cumulative), which felt a little relieving. I did a lot of research that semester by looking into things like Computer Science, Biology, Pre-Med/Pre-PA, Business/Finance, etc. I knew that helping others is something I could see myself doing as an occupation, so I tested the Biology/Pre-PA route for Fall 2015. (In this semester, I took General Biology 1, General Chemistry 1, Statistics, and a Gen. Ed.) While I enjoyed classes like Chemistry and Statistics, I hated Biology. Every time I would sit down and study it, I would feel overwhelmed by the amount of material we had to absorb for an upcoming quiz or exam, and I would feel completely unmotivated to care about something that clearly didn’t interest me. (I still pulled off all A’s that semester, but goddamn). At that point, anything that wasn’t Biology seemed like a better alternative, so I obviously got out of it. And with that, I wasn’t sure of the Pre-PA route anymore either since that deals with a lot of Biology. Plus, they have to go through a ton of classes in PA school that are packed with information that needs to be retained. Although, I have shadowed PAs and I do like their work environment and their interaction with patients. I think a job where I can consult others would interest me, even if it’s not in the healthcare sphere.
Right now, I’m struggling with making a decision between the Pre-PA route, the Business/Finance route, or the Engineering route (I’m re-considering it since I will have completed the first full year of Engineering at the end of this semester). For this semester (Spring 2016), I’m taking General Chemistry 2, Financial Accounting, Macroeconomics, and a Gen. Ed. I still enjoy Chemistry, and I’m liking Accounting as well. However, I need to make a decision soon, and I don’t know what to do anymore to help me decide. I’ve met with advisors numerous times, which helps, but I’m still hesitant to pick something. I don’t know how to determine what I want to do for a living. I’m so sick of being undecided, but I’m scared to make a decision too because it might be the wrong decision. I know I have to suck it up and just do something, but it’s hard when there’s no goal in front of you.
If anyone can offer me any insight/advice, I’d greatly appreciate it! Thank you for reading through all of this!