To preface this, here are my stats currently and over the past two years: Freshman 4.0 GPA (UW), Sophomore 4.0 GPA (UW), Junior 4.0 GPA (UW, not final). For some background info, I am a first generation immigrant and Vietnamese (which I think is an underrepresented Asian minority), my family is kind of poor (we make under 30,000 a year), and I have strong passion in writing and engineering. For EC’s I started my school’s first STEM related club in sophomore year.
Now please bear with me because this is gonna be a really really long post. I think at first glance, the GPAs look impressive. However, my high school is very low ranked and I truly believe you could breeze through this high school if you just turned in your work. I’ve done some snooping and lurking on forums and I was pretty shocked at how competitive other high schools were, and it has definitely heightened my concerns and insecurities. As an example, when I took the PSAT in October for my sophomore year, I got an 1120 despite the elusive 4.0 GPA. Things also took an odd turn during sophomore year. As I was realizing my ambitions at that time, Covid hit, so then I stayed at home and a couple of weird things happened. Until earlier this year, I’ve always got through school with the A+ student mentality and never thought about ECs or ambitions for college. And to be honest, I don’t know where the sudden urge to go to a T20 came from, but I just know I’m really determined to make it to a T20. During the quarantine period from March to June, I constantly thought things over in my head until I wasn’t in a great mental state anymore. As a result I flunked the June ACT and got a 25. Once school started again I began outlining a plan to get into a good school and hopefully a T20.
I started studying for the PSAT a month before the testing date and I was really determined to become a national merit scholar, however, I doubt I studied enough to make the required substantial improvement in my score. After that, since I have a really strong passion in writing (though im not very good) I wanted to enter a young writers competition. Once completing a rough draft I showed my english teacher my work and she pointed out some flaws with it, so then with her help I tried my best to sharpen the final draft, but im also doubtful of it getting a top 3 position. Lastly im planning to self study AP Physics 1 and ace the exam. I thought this was pretty reasonable as im taking Physics at my high school but we are going at an incredibly boring pace so I figured I might as well learn the “big boy” stuff. Yet when I asked on reddit a lot of people told me that the AP Physics firstly does not really matter to colleges, and secondly is one of the hardest AP exams. This definitely did not deter me, and in fact, it actually motivated me to study even harder, but I know I’m gonna have to put in a lot of time for it. Oh, and one last final goal before senior year is to attend a summer program. I’m really aiming for CMU’s SAMS or Cornell’s summer program, however I heavily doubt my math skills are proficient enough, so I’m going to do a bit more research to see which ones I would have a better chance of attending (and enjoy)
So nowadays, I try my best to study for the upcoming spring ACT and SAT, my AP tests, schoolwork, and some personal projects and research because I’m so far behind everybody else who’s planning on going to a T20. Furthermore me and my friends are also working on a project to enter into a business and technology competition under our STEM club, so I’m working hard on that too. Now I’ll be honest here, I don’t do all of these things everyday. I try my best to, but I’ve fallen into a detrimental loop of staying up late to keep up with school and studying (trying to maintain consistency), then I go to sleep and wake up early plus tired the next day. For this last week it’s been hard keeping focus in class, but I’m planning on taking a break to recover my stamina. All that being said I want to ask you guys that, if I follow through with this “plan” (meaning hopefully I meet all my goals), will this give me a reasonable chance of being considered for acceptance in a Top 20 university? And lastly, I want to apologize for this wall of text!