Hello everyone, as of right now I am a freshman at Ohio State.
I am currently in exploration, although I am looking to majoring in Computer and Information Science.
College, so far, has had its ups and downs; it was really difficult at first, it got easier for a little while, and now it is really difficult again.
I’m really stressed about my grades, but this is due to two classes that I am taking right now.
The first is Math 1151; right now I am getting a B- in the class (I received a C+ on the first midterm; and this is a grade without a massive quiz that I just took which could either help my grade or demolish my grade). I really do study and prepare for these things, and although the concepts are now easier to understand (either the classes are easier now or I am better adjusted), it still is challenging and since I have had NO prior Calculus experience, I feel I really have to study and work hard more than the average individual just to receive a decent grade. And the class feels really brutal at points as well as unfair; the midterm was so much more difficult compared to the homework/quizzes we had, which I was struggling at in the first place.
The second is Microeconomics, or Econ 2001.01. I have this professor named Hijame Miyazaki, and although the subject matter he is teaching is interesting, I am struggling in the class. This professor is the kind of professor, from what I’ve heard, ramps up the difficulty of the second half of the semester and continues to increases it to the point that the class average is around the 40-50% area; he then curves your grade based on how you are in relation to the class average. Right now, the class average is a C+, and I’m receiving (based on calculations I’ve made) a B- as well in the class. I did really well on the first quiz, I received a B- on the second quiz, I received an A on the midterm, but I just took another quiz which I totally failed; I received a 53% on the quiz (I did slack off on studying it for a little bit; it was a brutal test, though, as the class average was a 60% on the quiz, while they usually are A’s). I’m concerned about future quizzes.
In regards to the second class, I feel that the class will only become harder; and the class is extremely difficult to study for, as the teacher teaches the class way more differently than the typical microeconomics teacher, and it is almost impossible to study with the materials and notes that he provides (his notes are nothing but graphs with almost no words, and the book almost has nothing to do with his class), and I feel that my grade will only drop downwards.
I did the calculations, and right now I’m receiving roughly a 3.28 GPA, which is OK, as my intended major requires a 3.2 GPA (and who knows? Maybe I won’t pursue that major). However, I have this constant worry/concern of absolute failure in college; My grades can grow higher, or they can descend greatly, and that concerns me greatly. The worry of failure, especially with these two classes, is concerning. I mean, if one of my “A” grades drops in my other classes, I’m basically screwed; and that is very stressful to me.
So, can anybody give me any advice about this predicament? Do you honestly think that I will be OK with my situation? How do I deal with this stress and concern? Is this type of stress for this semester of college typical (first semester of freshman year)?
Thanks,
-Matt