<p>I've recently got into a microbio/biochem lab the past semester and I was started off on doing a lot of analytical chemistry. The machines being fairly automated, it wasn't too difficult. Near the end of the first semester, I was introduced to protein purification but never really did anything.</p>
<p>After the first semester, I insisted on doing research over break with hopes of learning more. However, everyday I make mistakes that only increase my mentors work. Here are some examples:</p>
<p>1) Forgot to place an enzymatic reaction in the right conditions (37 degrees Celsius) after preparing it.*</p>
<p>2) When I ran a spectrophotometer to measure optical density of a cell culture, I used water instead LB broth as my blank. Reporting the wrong number meant several days of work down the drain.*</p>
<p>Worse part is for 2), I questioned why I wasn't using the right medium, did a Google search (said LB broth) but looked in my notebook (said water). I realize this is bad note taking on my part.*</p>
<p>3) My mentors also noticed a pipetting problem where I'd have 25 uL solution, draw 5 uL four times, he'd tell me it's OK but then he'd see all the solution gone. Both of us are baffled.*</p>
<p>In times where he asks me to do something, there's now always a sense of fear over my own incompetency.*</p>
<p>My mentor has been very nice my first semester and even right now, taking me aside and trying to work out how he can better teach me. But I can see that it's taking a toll on his work, he does get frustrated (not directly at me) and, at this point, I want to be an asset not a liability.*</p>
<p>I'm not a bad science student when it comes to lecture classes and it took a lot of effort to get into a research lab. I really do want to earn the right to stay. Turns out I'm the slowest student my mentors had out of many.*</p>
<p>Reflecting back, I wasn't the brightest or quickest in lab. My partner has always said I looked dazed and confused and I couldn't disagree with feeling so. I'd fumble for the right equipment, make several trips because I keep forgetting glassware and tried to keep my head straight. I tried to know what >50% of the steps meant and worked out the other details with my TA. To be honest, my results were often too low and I didn't make enough effort for better yield next time. Especially in O-Chem labs though, I did improve marginally with apparatus set-up and technique because of repetition I got by in labs. I've always had a good handle on interpreting data just not the benchwork.*</p>
<p>I'm not really sure what else to say; this has been purely a description of what I've been thinking over. I've reflected and committed to better note taking, more attentiveness (I miss details easily) and trying to learn it in 3 goes but I'm not sure what that exactly means.*Has anyone had similar experiences but improved? Is there something I'm overlooking?</p>