Hi, tomorrow i would be starting my second quarter in UC San Diego. I major in biochemistry.
I entered the university with an ACT 34, 3 SAT subject tests 800 (math, physics, and chemistry), and an IELTS 7.5(mandatory for international students).
My GPA so far was not outstanding(3.75). I was too assumed last quarter that I chose chem 7l and chem 40a(ochem) at the same time. For the laboratory course it was basically disaster. I did got advice, but things did not showed up.
And I feel like the many lab courses required for biochem major were unnecessarily long and extremely hard to excel in. The lab reports are really rough every time, and meanwhile I have to deal with chem 40 series and the next level of chemistry(inorganic or physical, haven’t decided yet).
I am well aware of the UCSD “Swim or Sink” system, and I am terrified by the envision that I couldn’t have a PhD in an excellent school after graduation(after all, all labs recruit PhD and postdoc). I feel like I can barely get help for my future career here(I applied for a few research posts…no reply so far). And, as I said, I am really terrified of SINKING. Everyone around me has a 4.0 GPA. I am really stressed out sometimes.
Cornell is one of the options. I would apply for the enrollment in next spring. Can you guys give me some advice…?(any advice) I don’t know how to prepare the “academic evaluations” (are they recommendation letters?) and I feel my GPA is becoming a huge drawback for any further movement.(meanwhile, I have literally no experience in leadership/community service/ research alike)
I really don’t want to end up sinking here.
Any suggestion is welcome.