<p>I'm relatively new to the med school admissions process, so I was wondering what the veterans here might think of a small dilemma I have.</p>
<p>The summer after my freshman year in college, I secured a volunteer internship in a laboratory at a university near my hometown. I had worked in two other labs at this same university during my high school years, and I had great experiences, so I figured this new internship would be the same. </p>
<p>Unfortunately, this experience was drastically different. I was assigned to a postdoc who was uncaring and clearly had zero interest in mentoring an undergraduate. She usually only came into the lab 3 days out of a 5 day workweek and used my (volunteer) services for menial labor, like categorizing papers by keywords or mounting slides. I was not assigned any kind of independent project, and my postdoc only lifted a finger to teach me something when, in her words, it was something she would normally have to do herself. She was entirely unreceptive to questions, and I later learned she had me follow an improper protocol for anesthetizing animals before surgeries. My experiences as a high schooler were markedly superior to this one, though I was now a sophomore at MIT.</p>
<p>After about 3 weeks, I sent a respectful email to the lab PI requesting a new postdoc or graduate student or that we have a discussion with the postdoc I was having problems with. The PI did not feel that any of these measures were warranted. After a month, I concluded that my hours spent in the lab had little educational payoff, and considering I was a volunteer, I left. Upon submitting my "resignation" emails, the PI told me I should not list my time with them on a CV.</p>
<p>I reached out to other labs to try and find some way to make the most of the rest of my summer, but for many it was "too late." I eventually joined another lab, but given that I arrived late in the game, I couldn't be assigned my own project and was limited to observing/helping the other undergraduates. I managed to learn some things, but I did not have a robust project of my own.</p>
<p>I just finished my sophomore year, and I now know that any research experience I list on my medical school application must be backed up by a letter from the research supervisor. I don't think I'd be able to get a letter for my experiences between freshman and sophomore years, but if I don't list my experiences, it looks like I did nothing during that time. I've since had a great research experience for my entire sophomore year at my own university, and I had great experiences at labs during high school, so I know I'm not some kind of demon-intern who drove this particular postdoc insane. </p>
<p>What should I do? Should I not list research experiences at all if I can't get any letters, or should I list them and try to explain why I can't get letters? Do medical schools really even care about what you do during the freshman-sophomore summer?</p>