<p>So I’ll go ahead and rant now.
- I absolutely HATE the town and school that I’m stuck in! My school is full of some of the dumbest kids in the state. It has to be. We’ve got juniors that can’t read analog clocks, sophomores that don’t know what Wall Street is, and one of our most popular classes is Arts and Crafts. ARTS AND CRAFTS! or Ceramics. We also have juniors and seniors in classes like Geometry and Algebra 2. Very few students go past Algebra 2 or 3 here. <strong><em>?!?! I have honestly been flying through all my courses here and could be the teacher in some of them. Luckily I am getting out of here this fall for a new magnet high school. THANK THE LORD!!!
- I’m really freaked out about this new high school. It is one of the toughest schools in the nation! My first semester is equivalent to a 28 credit hour semester in college. 28. And not every person that goes there will graduate. A lot of kids drop out, and I know the workload is intense. So it’s not going to be so easy…
- I am an introverted person with no self-esteem. I usually keep to myself or with my group of friends, and I am a very quiet person. I have the hardest time talking because I can never find anything to talk about, and most girls think I am a huge nerd and don’t even talk to me. I also believe I have had clinical depression since middle school, since I do have a majority of the symptoms. But I don’t really know how to talk to my parents about this.
- I have lost contact with a lot of my friends over this last year. A lot of it has to do with my applying to the new high school and getting accepted there. A lot of my friends don’t even talk to me anymore and try to avoid me.
- I am usually in conflict with someone in my family, whether it be my b</em></strong>h of a sister, who can never seem to get off my a** about anything and tries to make me look like **<strong><em>, even though I am going farther in life than her. Or it’s my mom, who is just always *</em></strong>y about something, whether it’s work or my sister or me or my dad or something. It can also be my dad, who I am rather distant from and he’s usually mad about something as well. Also, I have usually been pretty distant from my family because I would rather be on the computer than associate myself with them.
- Apparently I am the only person in my family who gives a sh** about college. I am usually researching colleges constantly. I have probably had 2 conversations with my mom about college, and 0 with my dad. And whenever college comes into a conversation, my mom has to tell some pity story about how her parents never helped her with anything for college. How to finance it, how to apply, how to get there, etc. And it’s always the same story, and I honestly get tired of hearing these pity stories about how her parents didn’t care, and my dad is the same way.
- No matter what I’m doing, some part of my body is killing me. It can be my ankle, my knee, my shoulder, my elbow (it just locked up a second ago haha), my back, or whatever. I am honestly in pain almost all the time. I tell my parents about this, but they don’t really know what to do.
- I honestly being a middle class citizen. I dont have many problems with it, besides the fact that my family is just over the mark where FA is not an option, but we can barely pay for 2 kids to go to college. Merit aid is my only option, and I will have to most likely stay pretty close instead of going to my dream schools. I’m alright with that part.
- Barack Obama is one of the biggest dumba<strong>es that has held the office of US President. Why in the heck did America choose him? Because he offered CHANGE? Because he’s BLACK? Probably silly reasons like those. And our economy is pretty sh</strong>ty nowadays, and I don’t see it getting better soon. His ideas are complete BS, and I honestly have no respect for anyone who supports him.
- I am honestly terrible when it comes to relationships. Either I don’t like the girl or she doesn’t like me or I somehow act like a huge d-bag. And I have become completely pathetic ever since my last gf broke up with me. We still talk some, and i really like her still, but idk what to do.
- I am a huge pansy. A huge, clinically-depressed, nerdy pansy with a terrible temper.
I just wonder why it has to be me.
And no one please try to introduce me to God. I am a practicing Roman Catholic.</p>