<p>I hate waking up at 6 am. I remember when I was in elementary school and we always went to school at 9… man. Those days were good.</p>
<p>Yes I know it may seem like I don’t participate in school, but believe me, I do. I’m the most intelligent (thought wise, not book wise) student in my class and probably have the most respect for our school. Other kids just don’t get it, the teachers are here to TEACH you. Why don’t you give them the respect they deserve? I hate how people only look at who you are on a piece of paper. Spend one day with me and you’ll realize just how amazing I am, and am going to be.</p>
<p>That awkward moment…
when someone goes out of their way to stalk you and then confronts you about what they read. Like ***. If you’re going to creep on me, you could at least pretend you didn’t.</p>
<p>I hate this time of the year. It’s so freaking cold out (can anyone say -20 with wind chill?) and that just compounds the fact that I feel so alone all the time. Maybe I’m just destined to never find anyone for me 
Sorry for being depressing hehe.</p>
<p>I am so frustrated by my parents. My parents are always the kind that scrimped and saved on everything . I buy at least a quarter of my clothes at Salvation Army and the Goodwill Store. I shudder to ask my parents to shell out money from anything from an expensive summer sprogram to school lunch. Yet, my parents can spend -wait for it- $150,000 dollars on a church. No, they bought a church, they fare trying to fix it up- the man they hired to fix it up, stole the money and ran away. The place where my father works is in a period of instability and we fear for his job security. And if anything happens, our family won’t have a leg to stand on. Why? All our retirement savings are going to the church. The church, which, by the way, costs as much as it would cost to put me through three years of an ivy league college. And I am angry. I know, that as a Christian I believe in God and should be glad we have created a church but really, when will the church generate positive cash flow and what am I supposed to do since my parents want me and my siblings to eventually take over the church which I am frankly not very interested in? Even more, I can barely ask my father for one of the stylish boots that my friends wear nor have we ever gone on vacations really except one day to the beach seven years ago and the odd Saturday and sunday at a family amusement park! Yet he spends 150,000 on a church!!! Argh! Today, my mother and I were discussing college. She wants me to apply for scholarships I don’t qualify for. I estimate that my parents make roughly, together, over $300,000 a year ( no, I’m not just guessing–when I was doing the statemts for the church I was able to figure out how much they made). My mom tells me that I’m on my own and that they, meaning, my parents will just help me “take out loans.” Then why f**king encourage me to apply to Ivy League Schools? I didn’t even want to apply to said schools because I was paralyzed by my fear of rejection. Now you encourage me to apply to these schools and then just leave ne,like that? I’m tired and angry because their parents paid for their schoooling, even my grandmother who literally HAD NOTHING and was raising 6 children set up a buisness frying bean cakes and sent my father to college. And I have to practically beg my parents to pay for college when they can afford it and they can afford to spend my colege money on some church which they expect me to care for. I want to cry. I am so sick of putting up with them and their restrictions on my dreams, their inability to let me out of the house and other,more uinpleasant things I don’t want to talk about. Thank God I have the scholarship from my state school for a full ride or I would crawl into my room and cry desperately right now or preferrably jump off a bridge.</p>
<p>Sorry, I just needed to get it all off my chest. :/</p>
<p>I wish getting a SEAP internship wasn’t so hard!! >:O</p>
<p>SUPER PROCRASTINATION. I was relying on some snow so I would have a day to get my work done. But alas… I don’t think it will stick on the roads enough. Double damn</p>
<p>I just barely got a 3.0 GPA last semester because of football… Without it, my GPA would have been 2.8 weighted and 2.2 unweighted… ■■■</p>
<p>Some of the best music is Christian music; and I’m an atheist.</p>
<p>^That’s not much of a rant.</p>
<p>^It’s more of a rant than that.</p>
<p>So number orientated.</p>
<p>I hate my history teacher s0o0o0o0o0o0o much.</p>
<p>Why couldn’t life be easy?
I feel so damn tortured.</p>
<p>^^why??</p>
<p>10char</p>
<p>My family and I want to get out of here SO badly…</p>
<p>I hate my house. I am sicking of getting sick because I have to listen to my mother beat the ***** out of my brother all the time over stupid things like laundry,homework and washing dishes. THe people I live with are psychos. I want out of my life.</p>
<p>I hate being sick! 
It just drains you and depresses you. Been so tired lately because of it, and have been slogging through the school days.</p>
<p>I am growing increasingly impatient. I’m a senior and I haven’t got any decisions back about my applications (college and scholarships) since my acceptance to UPitt in December. Also, I hate the fact that I missed the priority deadline for finaid for two of my schools!</p>
<p>I hate how my school barely has any damn AP classes… ugh.
I tried contacting the woman at the school next door to me so I can take the AP exams. She hasn’t responded in I think a week.
I have no clue when the deadline is, even though my school’s deadline was the end of January.
So, I might not get to take the AP exams that I want.
****…</p>