<p>Hello, people who decided to click on this thread.</p>
<p>So my waitlist journey began on my front porch on Monday, with me breaking down into tears of pain, and disappointment after seeing and opening the small, white envelope. And my whole family was watching me go through that anguish. They wanted to be there for me if I got accepted. But I wasn't. My poor father even cried because he knew I wanted it so bad. </p>
<p>I didn't go to school the next day. Tuesday was full of me trying to recover and rationalize the situation entirely, with intermittent crying spurts throughout the day.</p>
<p>And now it's Thursday and my mind is cleared up, for the most part.</p>
<p>I still want to go to Vandy more than anything in the world. I put my heart in it and can't get it back. But I've come to the notion that it is unlikely of me attending next year, since now I have to go through the improbable process of getting off the waitlist. So I'll most likely be at GWU next year, since Wake Forest and Emory fail at financial aid. </p>
<p>But I'm not giving up hope! I poured my soul out into a two-page letter that I wrote, explaining just why I love Vandy so much and sent that off on Wednesday. Being there for 6 weeks this summer made me realize just how much Vandy is my home away from home.</p>
<p>And now I wait, hope and pray (and I'm not even that religious) that something good happens in May or June. If not, I'll know my fate via the Vandy admissions blog (I'm sure they'll say if they'll go to the waitlist this year and the number of spots left, if they do) and I'll move on, slowly recover and go about with my life.</p>
<p>But anyway, I haven't even gotten to the point of this thread.</p>
<p>To all you moms, dads, Vandy applicants, accepted/enrolling Vandy students, prospective applicants, and others, I would like to sincerely thank you for your hope, your concern, your support, and your consolation. For all the visitor messages you wrote, the PMs you sent, the posts you made showing that you actually cared about some college decision of a girl on the other side of the internet... my Vandy admissions process and unfortunate waitlist decision have been quite an interesting and enjoyable, albeit stressful ride. I just wonder what would have happened if I didn't bother to be the always-posting-token-overly-anxious-student writing on this Vandy forum!</p>
<p>-Hillary</p>
<p>Post Scriptum: I won't post in this thread often since I can't add something to my file every day, nor even every week. But if something interesting happens, I will definitely be posting an update!</p>