<p>Thanks warbler, I will see If I can find something.</p>
<p>sagar, I'm looking forward to it, and I was expecting it. After all, it was 1am in the morning when I came up with it.. lol.. I have a bit more to add though, but I will wait until after you give me some proof :P</p>
<p>to the reincarnation thing a few pages back...what do you guys think about deja vu? I always feel that if I can't pinpoint the previous time something happened, I'm being reminded that I've done it before in a previous lifetime or something. Make sense?</p>
<p>possibly, we just repeat our lives, over and over again, deja vu is a subtle reminder. in which case, it really doenst matter WHAT you do, because i was predestined to type this post, and you were predestined to read and, as well as predestined to have any thoughts that may arise upon reading this....</p>
<p>hmmm... i've had lots of cases of deja vu recently... and I could almost feel what was going to happen next. but if thats the case tennis dude... then doesnt deja vu affect our thoughts which wouldnt have happened the first time around right? or is it never ending? so if thats the case history would have an end right? so it would loop back? I used to think when I was younger that there are an infinite number of lives i'm living and each one is a moment. and its like this moment is a line tangent to my life... I am the derivative of my curve of life?</p>
<p>I used to wonder about life in that it was just a recollection the "real" me was having.</p>
<p>I thought I was in an accident and my life was constantly going like a movie in my head and I had to make myself not make the wrong mistake that caused the accident.</p>
<p>Like I would be in a hospital bed and my life would be going through my head again and again up until the accident that put me in the hospital.</p>
<p>cuz it's crazy thats why. so basically sometimes i have to turn on music just because I'm hearing other music. It's like it's so quiet that my brain is making me think i hear stuff, so to keep from creeping me out too much, i turn on music.</p>
<p>I've often wondered where I come from (my atoms, that is). Did I used to be part of a star? A banana? A life form on another planet? Other people?</p>
<p>Wow, I didn't read every post but this is some serious stuff. lol. Well as for deja-vu, i think it's when you have a real quick recollection of a previous memory that seems similar to whatever you're doing right now. I think that's what my psych teacher said, lol. Or it's like you connect something that you see or feel to something similar that happened before and you experience it again, which we call deja-vu. I DONT KNOW IT'S CONFUSING!!</p>
<p>Anyways...have any of you noticed this? I'll try to explain using a situation...</p>
<p>I've just finished playing CS which keeps me pretty much awake and adrenaline pumping...I look at the time and it's already like midnight or later. I decide to go to sleep. So i turn off the lights and get into bed and I wait for the adrenaline/rush to wear off. But then as I try to sleep, it seems like I'm hearing a really deafening silence. It's like when you go deep into the water and you can feel the pressure around you. And it feels like your sinking or falling. And the silence is really deafening...It's like pounding at you (that might be my pulse) and there's a faint beep you can hear. But the silence......it's pretty scary :/</p>
<p>I have the weirdest sleeping problem...when i go to bed at like 3 or 4 after doing homework for tons of hours, I slowly drift into sleep, then I can drift out and I do that for like half an hour...I can tell that I'm drifting in and out; sometimes, I completely just jump up so I don't have to go all the way through the stage of drifiting out of sleep...it's really bothersome cause it takes away like half an hour of sleep when I'm only gonna get like 2 hours anyway; i wonder what causes that....</p>
<p>omgitscollege, i know what you mean, and it's creepy. it seriously gives me chills just thinking about it. It's almost like something else is there. Thinking you're alone when you're really not is one scary thing. on that note... i think i'll go to sleep... (i have to sleep with a fan on btw... for the noise)</p>
<p>yes. i just turned off my music and for some reason cutting off the music made me think of death. it's like there is something and then its gone theres nothing, and like it's leaving a vaccuum.</p>
<p>Yeah your mind wanders which ultimately leads to thinking abt to death and stuff. Sometimes it sux to be human and have all this knowledge and reason and stuff b/c even though we realize our existence we also realize other stuff.</p>