<p>WARNING: Extremely long post (& much venting) ahead...</p>
<p>Hello, this is my first time posting on CC, so I suppose I should introduce myself. I am currently a freshman attending the University of Hawaii at Manoa (and I have yet to see anyone else from UHM post here) and I am a Regents Scholar (full tuition is waved). This scholarship influenced about 99.9% of my decision to stay home in Hawaii for college (my parents were uber-enthusiastic about not having to pay anything whatsoever), although I'm not sure that UH is exactly what I pictured in my "dream college experience"...</p>
<p>But perhaps I just had too high expectations? Some of my friends have been telling me that they're not disappointed like I am, because they didn't expect much out of UH in the first place. Then again, some of my other fellow Regents Scholars are already planning to transfer for what I think are good reasons (poor Journalism program, excessive miscommunication, etc.). UH is a "commuter school", so even though I'm dorming, I don't really feel like there's a sense of community. I'm also sort of hesitant to seek counseling on campus, since I've attempted to get advising for registration, but it did not help very much. </p>
<p>I also applied for the Honors Program, thinking that it would be a "fun" sort of challenge. My honors "professor" is fairly new to the teaching process, so all we're pretty much doing is discussing and memorizing facts and regurgitating them. It's getting old and predictable. Not quite my idea of fun. My other non-Honors professors also don't quite motivate me to learn as much as I could (most have rather boring, unclear teaching methods, etc.) The only class I'm really satisfied with is my Japanese language class. Then again, perhaps I'm being too picky, or I'm not trying hard enough?</p>
<p>By the way, I am currently majoring in "pre-business", or fulfilling core requirements before I apply to the Shidler College of Business, which has a fairly good reputation for International Business. Nonetheless, I can't help but wonder what could have happened if I went away to a more reputable business school, where there might be better job placement opportunities after graduation... I just can't get this huge "WHAT IF?" out of my head. </p>
<p>I've been browsing the forums, trying to figure out whether or not I should act on these "second thoughts", and I'm getting a better idea. If I did end up transferring, I would prefer to go to a school in California, since I have relatives there. However, I know non-California community college transfers have slim chances at getting into UC schools (particularly UCB & UCLA). </p>
<p>I've talked to my mom about this, but she got defensive, saying that it "doesn't matter" if I'm not having fun, as long as I "concentrate on my studies" I can "get a job anywhere". I know she's saying this because our family can't really afford to send me to the 40-50k private schools that I dream of going to. But then again, isn't that what you pay for? The college experience you dream about?</p>
<p>I've also been looking at other (slightly cheaper) options: National Student Exchange, Study Abroad, etc. But I really don't know what to do yet.</p>
<p>Finally, I would just like to say thank you to whoever actually took the time to read this ridiculous nonsense. I don't expect to make my decision anytime soon. I know that I should at least wait until I get my 1st semester grades before I seriously consider transferring. Nonetheless, I plan to keep my options open by keeping my grades up and getting involved with more organizations on campus. Who knows, maybe I'll even start to like it here a bit better.</p>