<p>ok so since i was in middle school i was always told that i need to go to college. and ever since then(idk if its then or than lol english nerd :] ) i have wanted to go to college. but the thing is i am no in a very good school district where no one really talks to you about what it takes to get to college. all they care about is if your passing your classes our not. so up untill now i have been aiming to just pass my class, not really understanding about gpa. and now its my jr year. for my last 3 yrs i have an over all 3.15 gpa, but i fear that it is going down lower than this because i had break down on finals and bombed the test and ended up getting a C in two classes, the rest were all B.</p>
<p>now with it getting harder and harder to get into a uc i fear i will not get into the one of my dreams(ucsc). I was thinking about telling this story in my essay, but i feel like i will be pushing my prombles on the school and not myself.</p>