Hi everyone, I’ve browsed this forum for a long time, this is my first time making a post.
Basically, I am having trouble deciding whether or not a major in music education is good for me. I know that I would like to be a high school teacher of some sort, but I just don’t know whether being a music teacher is appropriate.
To provide some information about myself, I am currently ending my junior year. I joined choir as a freshman, and I began taking voice lessons after the first year. Over the past few years I have gotten more and more involved in choir and have taken it more and more seriously. At this point, I enjoy singing and learning about music much more than I enjoy any of my other classes. I am signed up for AP Music Theory next year, and I’m looking forward to it very much. I have no doubt that music has become my number one passion in school.
There are a number of things holding me back from definitely pursuing music education. Firstly, I feel like I am very behind where other future music majors are by the end of their junior year. It seems like everyone who majors in music has been doing it forever, whereas I am just someone who was introduced to music at the start of high school and who has developed a passion for it. I’m concerned about auditions for college, although I did read that auditions for music education are not as intense as they are for performance? But can I have any idea of exactly how intense they generally are? If I were to begin practicing with my voice teacher for auditions this summer, would I even realistically stand a chance at being accepted into a program?
Secondly, I have always very much excelled in academics. This shouldn’t be a problem, except for the fact that I believe my parents would be opposed to me following a path in music. I have always placed a lot of importance on academics, and so have my parents, although at this point I care much more about music than I do about academic subjects. Although I personally know that a person can be a good musician and a good academic student, I feel as if the reaction from my parents would be along the lines of “Really? A kid who does so well in academic subjects wants to major in music?”
If majoring in music education were realistic for me, I would do it in a heartbeat. I have no doubt that this is what I want to do, but I just don’t know if it’s actually appropriate for me. I am unsure of how to even go about talking to my parents, voice teacher, music teachers, or counselor about the subject. For a student who’s whole life has revolved around academics but wants to study music, is this just a waste of time?