<p>Lean back, this will be long. :(</p>
<p>Hi. So, for most of my high school career (I just started my senior year), I thought I was going to do theater for college/a career, but months ago, I realized I don't want to, or even should pursue it the more time I spent with it. The one thing(s) I love more than anything on this entire planet is animated movies. I've always been able to draw fairly well, and I was always the Disney-maniac-nazi (still am). But since I thought I was doing theater, I dropped art classes after 8th grade (I'm currently in a drawing an paining class now, though). It wasn't until I started drawing again for pleasure, teachers told me I should consider doing cartooning or art. And then saw How to Train Your Dragon the same weekend as a school musical I was in, in which I ended up loving that movie more than all my years of high school theater combined, and it hit me hard. I decided that I need to do this, or I have practically no purpose in life. I prefer computer animation; I have artistic ability, but not enough required for 2D animation, and 2D is becoming obscure. (oh and character animation, not special effects.)</p>
<p>BUT my family is struggling financially. My sister is in college, and it's killing us. My parents forbid me to go out of state, but all the good animation colleges are far away. In addition, my grades are regrettably not that remarkable. Not terrible, but not decent either, although I know for sure they will be very good this year. The only options I have ARE: </p>
<p>1) A Digital Arts major at a mediocre in-state college that has animation as part of it's course. I've looked at the student artwork, and I feel really bad saying it, but while some of it is cool, a lot of it is not good at all, especially the animation. Some of their students are animators, but at really obscure, questionable-quality companies. I didn't see any inspiration or personality in their work at all.
2) A big university in my state has a branch college (not sure if it's community or not??) that offers Animation as a one-year certificate. It's not that great either, the school is apparently "strong in the arts", but it's ranked 59th in the state. :(</p>
<p>Anyway, if life was perfect and I was able to go out of state, my dream college is Full Sail University. It's amazing, a 4-year education all in just 2 years, and I like their course of study more than other colleges. It's well respected while not appearing too out of my reach, and grads are pulled into top-quality companies. I don't know if I'm talented enough yet, AND it's really expensive. </p>
<p>So I thought hopefully I could go to crummy school number 2, save up every penny I have, and apply for Full Sail after my crummy one-year of animation school, which is better than what training I have now (not much). But I don't know if the crummy school is going to prepare me/ make me look good enough for Full Sail. Plus I don't know how transferring works, especially since Full Sail is a funky curriculum and not a regular 4-year thing. AND I don't know how my mediocre GPA fits into all this.
I really don't like school number 1, but unfortunately, it currently seems like I'll end up there...</p>
<p>So there you go. It's giving me an ulcer, I'm so depressed and terrified about this entire situation. I just know it will be bad. Sorry if this is a lot and I sound crazy, but I don't know who to talk to about this. My parents just want me to go somewhere cheap as Undecided. I need advice asap. Thank you.</p>