<p>choco, i love mean girls. and it's not pickle diet...it's cranberry juice diet!</p>
<p>honestly, the people in the chat room are some of my best friends at the moment. for example afa and anu are rooming together if accepted to Penn, and apparently so are streetlight and myself. and we have a website, courtesy of megamike, of all our pictures lol.</p>
<p>edited to add: they also helped me study for calculus and i did well on the quiz thanks to them lol</p>
<p>gosh i know. i really thought i hadn't told that many...and all of a sudden this week i've just been randomly announcing that Friday I hear from "my ED college" and everyone seems to already know which that is.</p>
<p>i'll feel like such a s h i t h e e l. If i get rejected I'm still telling people that I was deferred.</p>
<p>mm i think i'm gonna be honest with people if i get rejected.
but yea, everyone knows i am the penn girl. bah. i don't want ppl feeling sorry for me...</p>
<p>lol choco join the club.. i only got the green card.. no alum interview, no test for huntsman.. shady quietness can only mean something good or bad. yep. ive got all the angles covered</p>
<p>ahh yeah it will be so utterly mortifying if i even get deferred. because <em>everyone</em> in my grade knows that i have been like drooling over penn for the past two years..... and the sad thing is, i prolly will STILL be drooling over penn, even if i dont get in.</p>