<p>I have yet to determine what I am going to do.</p>
<p>I have midterms that entire week... I don't know if I should risk failing my midterm on Tuesday or open the decision email. I usually have some type of gut feeling, this time.. I have none!</p>
<p>My mind keeps telling me no, but my heart wants it to be yes. very dramatic right here.</p>
<p>I’ll be getting home ten minutes before the decision comes out, turn on the computer (5 minutes, my computer’s slow), and just keep on refreshing the Eli page.</p>
<p>I’ll be at school because it is 2 pacific time. I’ll secretly go into the library and find an isolated place, plug my earphones into the computer and wait to hear the bulldog sing. Wish I could be at home to see it alone, but I wouldn’t be able to wait 4 hours until i get back home!!</p>
<p>at 5pm I’ll be at violin lessons having a nervous breakdown from the extra 2 hours of waiting.
haha. actually, I doubt we’ll be able to see them at exactly 5pm. 5 thousand people will be checking at the same time so there’s probably going to be a site crash. If I read older posts correctly, I believe that most people could access their decisions around 6:15? or 7:15? idunno.</p>
<p>I’ll be dying at a cheer stunt camp with this Olympic trainer. Then at like 8 I’ll go home and pass out. (either because I opened the email or I was just exhausted. Either way, I’m planning on passing out that day)</p>
<p>My best friend and I made a pact that if we are accepted to our ED/EA schools, we’ll immediately drive to the other’s house (or meet somewhere in the middle) and celebrate. </p>
<p>However, if we’re rejected, we each have a code word which we will text to the other so we do not have to utter those awful words. We have a pre-determined list of Survival Supplies which includes exponential amounts of cookie dough and other unhealthy snacks. I’m just worried about getting through the rest of the week, having to see everyone at school, knowing that they know that I failed. Maybe I’m just being silly. Next week will be torturous, either way.</p>
<p>^You’ve “failed”? Ouch, that’s harsh. Think of it this way: it’s just a college decision. Just one college. Just Yale. You can still have a whole bunch more to choose from RD round.</p>
<p>At least that’s what I’ve been telling myself.</p>