Hi, I will start this off saying I know I’m in deep crap. I’m painfully aware. Sorry if this is tl;dr I just really need help.
I’m a junior, economics major. I have about a 2.3 GPA. When I graduated high school, I went to a near top 100 university and well…things didn’t go so well. Not to mention I started off in a science major I’m not naturally good at. I started experiencing symptoms of mental illness my senior year of high school and things went downhill. After the fall semester of my sophomore year, my GPA reached a 1.8 something, I brought it back to a 2.0 my spring sophomore semester but was forced to take a leave of absence because I lost my financial aid.
Spent fall semester at a community college and got a 3.5 while working. I took an economics class and did well in it (I have known since high school I am very good at economics), and decided it would be my new major. I am now back at my 4 year university and doing mostly well, in my economics classes I’m excelling.
I’ve always wanted a PhD, but I had let the idea of that go. Buried it, burned it…I knew even if I made a recovery I don’t have the record. I have F’s on my transcript, I have D’s, I have R’s.
However, recently I went to see a professor of mine to ask her a question on the material. Much to my surprise she knew exactly who I was (class has 200 people), and had a few kind words to say about my economic abilities. I’m afraid she’s looking at me to be a TA, which would be embarrassing, because GPA wise I can’t right now.
I’m in the top 5% of that class, and the interaction got me thinking that I could maybe try for a masters degree in economics, even though I had planned to stop at my bachelors.
I have no research experience, no LOR and have never done any TAing. I might be able to graduate with around a 3.0. What should I do, if I can do anything? I will also not have many math classes, but will be taking the most math involved econ classes that are offered.
It is bad etiquette to ask a professor for a LOR if you’ve never done work for them? My university isn’t her primary university, and I will never take a class with her again.