<p>Uh I feel like this often too. I use the sunk-cost fallacy to keep me motivated even though it’s a fallacy–if I give up now, i just wasted three years of my life!</p>
<p>hehe…
Hopefully winter break will rejuvenate you?</p>
<p>I do not like to think what if. What if I had done my homework? What if I had tried my best? It just…does not work for me.</p>
<p>I like to see how well I can do giving it my all. I like to be able to think, well I did my best. I like self contempt. I like the sense of accomplishment. </p>
<p>I want to make something out of myself when I get out of high school.</p>
<p>Also, I like learning. The work part of it is not always fun, but I like learning something new everyday. Today I learned, Hallelujah means Glory to God x 3 and how to convert degrees to radians: you multiply the degrees by pi over 180</p>
<p>^You need to learn more :)</p>