<p>I think I am having some quarter-life crisis or something. This post may be long but please someone help me out!</p>
<p>Here is a brief story about me first:</p>
<p>Im 25, graduated from a UC with a B.A in architecture + two minors, interned for a bit and currently working in a non-architecture job (cause it pays well and its hard to find an architectural job with just a B.A degree, its quite sad)</p>
<p>I applied to grad school last year, got into Columbia, decided to defer for a year until fall 2013, applied again this fall to see if I can get into more schools with better financial support</p>
<p>And now .</p>
<p>I have cold feet. Well, I started to have cold feet when I transferred from CC to UC in 2007 while I was doing architecture, but more so now. Im still on the fence with this major. Some days I feel good about it cause I like how I can spin architecture to do good things (like designing better buildings for community/environment, I can even work for nike if I wanted to), but there are days when I feel absolutely miserable about it. The job security is sketchy and the pay absolutely sucks. </p>
<p>I dont hate the major, but Im just contemplating the what ifs? I mean, I dont even know why I went straight to architecture after high school. I guess I do, I took some drafting classes, liked it, went to CC and it was easy. I still like designing, but I just dont know if its worth it anymore.</p>
<p>I never tried anything else and I kinda wish I did. I kinda wish I diversified my classes when I was at CC and UC. I think I also picked architecture cause I got to avoid all the sciences and math classes. Now I regret it! I sucked at it when I was in high school, but when I had to take some math classes as a requirement, I enjoyed it. I didnt pass with flying colors, but I enjoyed it. </p>
<p>Im just so confused right now. Its making me depressed sometimes cause I feel so late and not really reached my full potential. I even considered doing computer science too. I dont even know why I am considering doing pre-med now cause I absolutely dont have any background in it. never really did anything related to it. </p>
<p>But I wanna know:</p>
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<li> Am I too late for medicine?</li>
<li> What should/can I do to see if medicine is right for me?</li>
<li> If I want to go through this, what are the steps? do I need to get another degree or something
? (obviously I didnt do my research, but panic attacks can cause someone to loose patience)</li>
<li> Can I even do it while doing my Masters? (like what can I do better prepare myself if I say I wanted to drop half way through?)</li>
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