<p>My question, inquiry is very open-ended and I hope I do not bore anyone with a little bit [or a lot] of the background so in light of that I'll state it concisely and then expand:</p>
<p>I'm 28 about to turn 29. Would going to Reed/ applying be absurd at this point? If I had hopes that never died of experiencing Reed would it make more sense to consider their courses as an augmentation of my eventual PSU graduate studies or a major transfer to Reed entirely for post grad courses/ program? </p>
<p>When I was 22 I moved to Portland with nothing but a thousand bucks, a suitcase and a well known room mate. I had no outside help, no funds for college certainly, and began working. I was so terribly afraid of debt I even waited until I was 24 when you're officially considered "independent" and only then began attending PCC community college. I still had Reed in mind, though... I had spent half of my teenage life too advanced for high school (I dropped out and got my GED), I spent my weeks growing up reading the classics of Plato, Aristotle, etc., later Kant, Heidegger, et al. I would spend my days wrestling with the problems inherent in elucidating something so inane yet complex as temporality/ subjective concepts of time via phenomenology, etc. </p>
<p>But when I took the campus tour and group interview at Reed I was more interested in an arts program. I had a few ideas about where I was going intellectually. Since I had already spent so much of my life delving into Western thought on my own time I wondered whether or not I should be taking a curriculum that would take so much more time and study and I wondered whether I could hack it if I would be relying on student loans, whatever scholarships I could muster and working meanwhile contemplating debts of 40K or plus each year spent at Reed if I could get in. </p>
<p>This is no rip whatsoever, but the tour guide at Reed was painfully ditsy, giggly, showing us an art exhibition that involved pictures of a demonstration where someone played with a rubber chicken, etc. I was just perplexed. It seemed they had no facilities for steel fabrication: welders, tigs, migs, etc. which is fine, .. perhaps sculpture is just not one of Reeds real suits. </p>
<p>Still, I was setting things up to apply, leaving what program I would choose for later. One requirement was to have an example of an expository essay graded by a former teacher, preferably red pen on it and all. I had the PERFECT one laid out back in my home town graded by a community college teacher I had taken three classes with, one of which was an Enriched Western Writing Analysis class. It was an essay on one of Carl Jung's works. I told my father to send all of my binders from my classes with that teacher, I would fish out the essay and begin my "Why Reed" paper. Lo and behold all the work my father laid in a box in his car to get ready to send was stolen at random in an unlocked door theft where I can only assume some boxes of value and some not were taken, my expository essay example included. Why anyone would want a box full of binders and old school work, after all I have no idea. At that point outright discouragement in addition to the contemplation of debt and how I could survive a Reed workload on top of a job all won me over, or rather under. I decided perhaps Reed just wasn't meant to be. </p>
<p>I continued to attend PCC, doubled my college loan money by investing in the stock market, but have now lost it all since relying on those savings to get me through a terrible year called 2011 in which I lost my job in February. Thus, four or five years later I feel like I'm back at square one. Almost finished with a mere associates from PCC and now attending PSU.</p>
<p>Anyway, that's my story. A little bit of a lamentation, as it were. </p>
<p>I honestly think it would be absurd to apply to Reed as an undergrad four years behind my original penchant for doing so now. But perhaps someone would like to offer perspective on what I might do education-wise in general. I'm considering going in for a major in writing at PSU but nothing is in stone. Perhaps some stop at Reed may be beneficial just not in an undergrad, four to six year capacity. Then again I know Reed doesn't have a writing major. Furthermore, maybe some would disagree. Maybe there are a bunch of Reedies that start at 30, but I highly doubt it. I'm thinking I might take latin at PSU just because I've always wanted to learn it, perhaps that would be a window and I could follow up with some classics studies at Reed on some short term transfer basis. Perhaps I'm just agonizing over being so late in the game of college life in general. The U.S. has got to change that 24 independent status law, it's killing a lot of us, and we've got to get our economy up with funding for education and a raising of priorities for jobs, we really need a New New Deal. Apologies, it's the day after Obama's State of the Union Address.</p>
<p>Thoughts welcome,..</p>