<p>Amarkov, you do sound rude, which is why I’ve been having such a problem with you. Disagreeing with me is one thing, but all of your replies seem to seethe with ad hoministic negativity. </p>
<p>Never did I say I deserve to go to an Ivy League. I confess that I have a need for intellectual stimulation, excuse me for wanting, I forgot it was a sin. Another thing you’ve done is implied that everything I’ve said was an attack against people who worked during high school. None of what I said was meant in that fashion, I took the time to point out that it was all completely hypothetical and the only thread that it had to a real situation was that I was the model for the under achieved Student B. I am completely aware that I am capable of being very much like most to all of the other applicants, only with a lower rank numerically. </p>
<p>You seem to indirectly assume that I am arrogant, so allow me to oblige you and put your mind at ease by detailing that fact. </p>
<p>Yes, I do believe I am, for the most part, capable of more than many of my peers. I feel as if I have a perspective that, while possibly not entirely unique to myself, is rare among the varied views. I like to write, so I have subtly exaggerated various points throughout the discussion either in favor of one side, or against the favor of the other side. I don’t like to be questioned when the other person is only asking to try and prove that they have a bigger dick because they are superior to me in some, or presumably, all ways. Yes, you’re right, I would not enjoy serious conversations composing one hundred percent of my time with friends.
No, I will not say I have high grades, I was lazy, negligent and bitter throughout high school because I saw what, to me, was a complete lack of value. No, my perspective, regardless of how particular, may not be right, and never will I address it as completely and totally appropriate for all situations at all times. No, I don’t hate people who have high grades out of envy; though I do envy them, I have an amount of respect for their willingness to put forth the effort required to appear successful. No, I’m not constantly referring to the male genitalia because I’m insecure; I’m commenting on it because it is the best and most recognizable comparison for the situation that seems to be or have been occurring. No, I do not want a conversation to be entirely based on my ability to be right all the time or easily persuade everybody that I am correct in my thoughts at all times, that would be boring and lack any merit for the gain or quality I desire in conversation. No, I’m not unique, I often look at my similarities with other people and continue on with my day holding a subtle disdain for myself that is borne of what is no more than a chance happening. Yes, you’re right about everything you’ve said, and no I don’t belong in any of the Ivies because apparently this is how I respond when questioned. The response I am referring to is of course the belligerent and obviously sarcastic form in which I return your sentiments, which is infused with just enough realism to make people question which parts were honest and which parts were made up just to spite you.</p>
<p>For anyone that is not Amarkov reading this that might be appalled and/or disgusted, I agree, quite frankly (and sincerely) I regret having said all of this, but I really don’t enjoy it when people talk down to me or treat me as an inferior just because my ideas and beliefs or feelings are different. You have my honest apology.</p>
<p>As for you, Amarkov, in the event that you were in fact not intentionally attempting to be condescending, I feel that I should extend an apology to you as well. It’s come to my last semester of high school as well as the point in my life where I start to question my future. Unfortunately the answer was a vision of my dreams of the life I wanted slowly slipping away from me into some abyss where they would never be realized and I would be stuck in this small town forever. It’s at that point, on the edge of my future, where it is very possible for me to either succeed or sink into a mediocre existence. Being here has given me both a sense of foresight and a regrettable sense of hindsight which has made me dreadfully aware of my less than adequate academic past; it has also put me on edge and less positively responsive to certain issues or arguments. </p>
<p>I understand the intent of all of this --even the advice that I am/was willfully attempting to self sugar coat-- was to help. So again, I apologize for my outburst, but I think it is better left said than stewing and fermenting to be passed on to some poor, undeserving bystander. (Not, of course, that anyone on this forum is deserving.)</p>
<p>Apologies for stepping out of line and responding with anger again.
The original intent of this thread was simply to answer-- or theorize about-- the question “Can essays and a good interview, amongst other promising non-numerical factors, help to soften the blow of poor academics?”</p>