After taking many things into consideration (ahem money), I put down my deposit for SUNY New Paltz on May 1st. However, I’m having second thoughts about this choice and now want to attend School of Visual Arts (SVA). I got in early with a decent scholarship but it obviously wasn’t as cheap as a SUNY. I feel I won’t be challenged at New Paltz and SVA will give me so many opportunities. I emailed the head of the Illustration department at SVA and asked if there’s still room and she said it’s full, but I can still make a deposit, be notified that I’m waitlisted, and see if a space opens up. But am I allowed to do this if I already made a deposit at New Paltz?
I know I’m very late in deciding on a college, and hell I’ll probably change my mind halfway through the year again because that’s just me, but money has been an issue for me (single mom, already paying for 2 siblings in college) and I felt guilty for her to pay for me to go to SVA even though it was my top choice. I truly believe I’m a great artist who will excel and succeed at a top college for illustration, albeit it may not be the most cost-effective choice.