<p>Hello!
I am a pre-med student at UCSD currently finishing up my third year. I come to CC with the hope that you will offer me some advice on how to proceed given my situation. I made a lot of poor decisions my freshman and sophomore years in college and really messed up my GPA. I think it was from depression, although I'm not completely sure since I never went to any professional and wasn't officially diagnosed with it. Theres a long story behind it. What I felt during those two years was probably the most excruciating emotional pain I have ever felt. I wasn't suicidal, but also I didn't try to live in the best way that I can. I hardly ate and just felt drained all the time. I laid in bed a lot and was very hopeless. I did not care about my grades, so I ended up failing a couple of classes and got straight C's. It would hurt me a lot that I was failing in school, but I felt like I deserved it, so I let it go on. This is the best way that I can express it. Can anyone relate to this feeling?</p>
<p>Anyway, in the middle/end of my senior year, I met my current boyfriend. He was a big source of encouragement and inspiration for me. I remember that every time I got a subpar grade, I would relapse again into that tiredness and hopelessness. BUT I got better and from there on out I never received anything lower than a B. My freshman grade GPA was about a 1.9. I currently have a 2.9 (3.5 major GPA) and about to cross the 3.0 mark because I have maintained a 3.7 for the past couple of quarters. I think that this experience has really shaped my focus and interest towards rehabilitation, because I felt like I went through a mental rehab of my own. I discovered osteopathic medicine after volunteering in a local hospital and have fell in love with it since. I have never been happier and more hopeful. </p>
<p>My problems are:
My GPA will only be a 3.0. I have one more year to raise it, but it wont be much help since I have accumulated many units. </p>
<p>I have only taken the gen chem series for prereqs during my freshman year and have failed them/ C- them (I have also failed/C the two college English classes & calculus). </p>
<p>Also, I will only have enough time to finish my degree and wont be able to take the prereqs by the time I graduate.</p>
<p>I did no extra curriculars/leadership/volunteer/clinical experience my freshman and sophomore year. I did a little volunteering, work, and one internship from then on because I was afraid my GPA would slip.</p>
<p>So my questions are:
Should I try to apply to a post bacc with the GPA that I will have at the end of my senior year? Given my trends, I think I will still be able to maintain that quarterly 3.7, but it will probably only bring me to a 3.1. Also, I am doing splendid in bio!</p>
<p>If yes to the above, does it matter that I will not be completing the post bacc at a prestigious university with high med school matriculation data because I have a low GPA?
Will it look bad if I started ECs/volunteer/research this year? I probably wont be able to acquire a leadership role :/ because I have little experience in anything. </p>
<p>Do you recommend that I take a gap year, then post bacc (then masters?), and then try to apply to med school? I have also considered the career of occupational therapy as well. I find health careers that have to do with rehabilitation wonderful, but I feel that the career of a physician gives me more autonomy and a more comprehensive knowledge/expertise. Plus, I enjoy school! </p>
<p>Thanks CC community and sorry for long post :(. I know it looks bleak, but I am still optimistic! Any constructive advice/suggestions would be helpful.</p>