<p>Hey, I havent been on this site since I was a little high schooler looking at my chances for undergrad. Thought I would revisit considering I have worries about my pre-med route at UCLA.</p>
<p>I'm a sophomore and am loving life, which seems to be quite contrary to fellow pre-med students here at UCLA. I've been active in a fraternity so that has been quite a distraction, but it has given me a great social life as well making the large campus of UCLA a smaller, friendlier place. I have a 3.4 gpa after 4 quarters, which is quite abismal. However, I managed an A in both the first chemistry course and renown weeder biology course Life Science 2. I know I can achieve a much higher GPA for future quarters if I actually put some effort in instead of just going to lecture and understanding the material. I just hope that the schoolwork I've completed won't hampen my chances at going to a top med school. I've reached the point where I don't need to be social 24/7 anymore and am ready to start the process towards being a doctor. </p>
<p>Next quarter I'm working in the OR at UCLA as well as being part of liver research in the anesthesia department. All in all...I'll be waking up at 7 am to do this for a total of 12-15 hours a week. I just have so much pressure on me to become a doctor from my relatives as well as myself. I've been in the OR before in hs and have grown up respecting my grandfather and greatgrandfather. I know I have what it takes. I have that self-sacrifice that med school and residency requires. These past 4 quarters have just made me quite disappointed in myself. Knowing that my grandfather is a main editor of the main anesthesia textbook and that my greatgrandfather was dean of ucsf med school inspires me to continue their legacy, yet it also daunting in the fact that I may never live up to them. Sorry for this ranting, but I just am disappointed in my performance because I really havent shown any of the passion that lies within me. Having this 3.4 just makes me feel as if I'm already in a hole I can't climb out of. Might as well try rolling the rock up the mountain (which in this case is Mount Everest).</p>