<p>Thank God that I have graduated! There's nothing more in the world I ever would have wished for right now! But, for some unexpected reason, I feel like my safety net is gone. I've always hated high school, ALWAYS. But now it's weird being technically on your own...and whenever our valedictorian gave the speech about how "don't worry, let's face it, in 50/60 years we'll all be dead..." blah blah, I started to get really REALLY depressed and felt like I was just a loser. Maybe because I hate death. Maybeb ecause we now have to worry about the fate of our life. </p>
<p>And then she added "And then, we'll be adults and have little to no idea what we're doing!" That caught me off guard. no, it's not going to be a circus as we journey through the rest of our lives..but hearing the "rest of our LIVES" part really freaks me out. AndIdon't know why!</p>
<p>And I'm scared for the future. Kind of. Does anyboyd feel the same way? I don't ever want to go back to high school, but I'm apprehensive about advancing forward, going to college 1300 miles from home, this that and the other.</p>