<p>So this week I finally found the courage to ask out the guy I like. I've been agonizing for the past, what, three months? but this time I was totally going to do it. I mean, I'm so ready.</p>
<p>But of course, with my impeccable timing and all, he's doing mock IBs right now (basically, a fake set of IB exams to prepare you for the real ones). And because of the way the scheduling works out I haven't had a chance to speak to him at all this week, and probably won't until, say, mid-next week. And who knows what'll have happened to my resolve by then? </p>
<p>I mean, I'll still do it, I guess, because he's graduating anyway and this is my last chance to say something. I'd just rather not stall anymore, because he's graduating and it's my last chance. And I hate myself for being like this because I'm supposed to be a sensible person... but I just * really, really like this guy,* you know? :o</p>
<p>More great news: my iPod just died. I have money saved up to buy a new one (I've been meaning to for while), but this means I'll be iPod-less for a few days. Working out is going to be hell. :(</p>
<p>This week hasn't been too terrible I guess...but my parents are complete morons. I've been fighting with them practically every night. </p>
<p>Monday: French quiz. Nothing too bad.
Tuesday: Honors Physics test. I don't think I did well in it, and I already have an average in the 70's. Once again, I cursed the school administration for putting me in an honors science course when science has always been my worst subject and I spefically requested to NOT be put in an honors course. Then I found out my academic advisor is quitting teacher so now I have to find a new one...
Wednesday: Got my French quiz back- A. Got my French test from last week back- C+. What really bugs me is that all the errors I made were on a page with material that I learned two years ago. So I don't understand why the hell I got it all wrong, when I've known the concepts longer than most of the class. What's REALLY annoying is that we're studying something completely new to me, and I'm picking it up faster than most of the class. Up until now, I've been doing really crappy on tests that contain stuff I've known for years while everyone else gets A's. </p>
<p>Don't understand it...</p>
<p>Then I got a C on my Honors Algebra II test (because, once again, the school refused to listen to my request to be put into a regularly paced course, despite the fact that math is my second worst subject) but still managed an 80 for the quarter, which surprised me because I calculated my average the other night and it came out to a C-...</p>
<p>I'm so glad I'm on vacation. I had a breakdown yesterday I was so tired and stressed.</p>