<p>i think the combined efforts of daylight savings and college acceptance anxiety have gotten to me. i officially have insomnia. i CANT sleep. i lie down, and my mind just goes wild. recurring thoughts of what if i did this and this, would it help my chances more kinda thing. this is terrible. :(</p>
<p>i am sooo on the same boat. except my stomach gets into knots and i have to drink crap to unknot it. ive never had anxiety like this. normally i would be fine but im really transferring this time and i want to get into UCLA and keep on doubting myself, will i get in again? i was lucky once, can i do it again?</p>
<p>and when i think of what projects are coming up i just lose more sleep. i get knots just thinking about my upcoming day.</p>
<p>i swam 3000yrds today im beat, i got home tired yet i cant sleep.</p>
<p>losing…</p>
<p>Aww im so sorry u feel that way jane and warrier. I hope u guys feel better soon</p>
<p>Nothing you can do now but wait. Do keep working hard … just picture the conditional acceptance coming and it’s not going to say . Get all F’s</p>
<p>I’ve been sleeping strangely too. I feel like I’m waiting for my life to begin.</p>
<p>You guys make it sound like the world is ending! Hahaha
… I’m officially scared for the month of April.</p>
<p>losing weight also…</p>
<p>yeah my herpes is starting to flare up again too…</p>
<p>^^^ ■■■■■. Wow. haha I laughed for a solid 10s on that one. </p>
<p>But yeah SF, I feel ya. It seems that the same few of us are up at this hour on here every night. I’m starting to like our nightly mini-discussions lol. It provides a sense of consistency for me b4 bed.</p>
<p>i’ve been losing insane amounts of sleep, as in i’ve only slept a total of 6 hours for the last 3 nights, not including this night lol, though i don’t think it has anything to do with college decisions…think my body has just made too much of a depression in the mattress and i plan on flipping it over tomorrow…>_></p>
<p>4:16 AM and on my 11th page of notes.</p>
<p>This is just 1 more reason I can’t wait to get out of CCC for good:</p>
<p>My professor actually grades our notes. This is just pathetic.</p>
<p>5:22am OMG yes I have a class in 3 hours too… It’s getting hard to focus on my current semester lol</p>
<p>Melatonin supplements.</p>
<p>Also, get off the computer at least an hour before bed. Not that I heed my own advice, but the light messes with your ability to sleep. Maybe you can try some hot tea and a book; that usually relaxes me. I have not been able to sleep well and the anxiety is causing some seriously straaaange dreams. I keep telling myself that once I get accepted into ONE school, I’ll be able to relax with the knowledge that at least I’m going somewhere…we’ll see!</p>
<p>I feel like I’m justwaiting for something to happen now, like I’m in a stalemate, I dont know where I’m going to college but at the same time HS is getting really. Plus I have 6 AP’s to start studying for…I thought senior year was supposed to be fun. But yeah, the anxiety is definately getting to me, but I think that whatever happens, we should just tell ourselves to make the best of it, personally I’ll be excited no matter where I go just because I’m excited to start this new chapter in my life.
Good luck everyone!</p>
<p>Well, i m not that extreme as you guy but whenever the place have internet, i will check my UCSD, UCB, UCSB status… frustrated…</p>
<p>^^ i do that too. I have internet on my phone so i check my status for the schools i’ve applied to constantly! Especially for ucsd since my application is still under review even though they released most of the acceptances this past weekend.</p>
<p>I used to get a lot of sleep until recently. This definitely is march madness! What more when april comes. I lay in bed early but my mind just has its own conversation with itself! Arghhh…i hate this</p>
<p>LOL @lakerforever24, how sincere.</p>
<p>lol @emil hows a usual discussion at about 3 am sounding? haha so what ever happened to laying off cc? i tried today, as you can see, i failed.</p>