anyone out there who can relate with me?

I’m a non us citizen living in the US and basically grew up here. I recently learned so much about the limits put up on me because of my status and its been really hard to cope with. Ex:colleges& no chance of job opportunities. Thanks for your time.

You can still go to college. Check out community colleges, ESL and transfer programs. There are tons of people in your situation that made it and got citizenship at the end.