Hi, all
I go to what would be considered an art conservatory (meaning only art majors are offered, including photo and film). I’m an illustration major currently.
I have been doing art all my life, took AP art twice in high school, won awards for scholastics and within my high school itself. I even just won an award at my college for a contest (I came in 3rd).
Despite all of this, I have been getting bad grades? Don’t get me wrong - I know college is much different than high school, especially the grading within art schools. I worked really hard in high school, ended up with a 3.9, straight A’s, e.t.c. I expected that to change in art school, for sure - my artistic skill and standard test-taking ability are completely different. I told myself I’d be fine with B’s on assignments, maybe the occasional C (although I work around the clock and at least strive for A’s although it’s considered to be near impossible).
But … I’m almost failing a class? I have a 71. It’s figure drawing. I’m definitely not amazing at it, but I didn’t think I was that … bad? We only have like 6 grades for that class within the semester, two of which for me are 71’s, giving me that grade. I also have B’s in two other classes, and one A (which is a class that has almost nothing to do with my major - funny). What strikes me is that me and the teacher talk on the daily, I really like him a lot, and as far as I know he dropped no hints of me nearly failing the class. He gives me pointers on my work, of course, but he does that with everyone else, too. He even hand-picks a few students to go to tutoring who he thinks need extra help, and I was never notified.
I’m all for getting extra help. If I need tutoring, need to take an extra class, I’m all for it. But I’m just bothered that I was never notified, like, hey, you’re almost failing! I thought I was doing just fine. The teachers really don’t give much feedback at this school. Everything is electronic, so they’ll basically just post your grade with no comments / critiques attached.
I’d totally understand this if I slacked off, didn’t do my homework, and just didn’t care. But I work so insanely hard. I turn everything in on time, I pour my heart into even the smallest of assignments, and more often then not I’m extremely proud of what I do. It’s almost discouraging to spend that much time on work only to get subpar grades.
It’s almost as if I don’t hold a candle to the other kids here - they’re a completely different beast. I’m not sure if they’re setting the bar high and I just pale in comparison or if I really just suck, lol.
I’m wondering how important these grades are when it comes to getting a job when compared with your actual portfolio. Also am wondering if I’d be better of at a traditional school, studying for tests which I know I’m actually good at ….