<p>If you knew me in real life, you’d know I’m no smarter than anyone else at my alma mater.</p>
<p>I really just goofed off my first year or so being involved in a fraternity as soon as I stepped foot in college. I was in over my head majoring in computer engineering–something I knew that could be lucrative, but I had no particular interest in. I never bothered going to classes, nor doing any reading/homework, and research was completely a non-option since I thought it was for “the nerds”.</p>
<p>Luckily/unluckily, my parents couldn’t help finance my education, even though FAFSA said they could, so I was taking loans out and working part-time throughout all four years trying to pay off my tuition. When I received such low grades, it really did spark some frustration in me since I was paying so much to throw my degree in the trash.</p>
<p>Eventually, I switched majors to joint math/econ since I liked my GE econ courses, and thought I’d do well as a Ph.D.; after taking game theory and behavioral economics, I began doubling in psychology. For once, I was actually enjoying my classes. After taking my first psychology courses, the professor of my first class personally invited me to join his lab since I was at the top of the class and asked the right questions (it was a fairly small upper-division seminar). </p>
<p>At that point, everything just clicked. I deactivated from my fraternity; I was taking classes I had a keen interest in; I had a great part-time job that not only paid well, but I had fun doing (surprisingly enough, it was as a programmer analyst at a hospital; just a year earlier, I was dreading all my computer science courses); and I was getting involved in research. I think this is where I started feeling accountable for all my actions and success, so having this in the back of my mind sort of kept me in check. I never let my grades slip and since I was pressed for time (third and fourth years, I was taking 22-32 units per quarter when the normal full-time load was 12), I always stayed ahead of my classes by reading ahead. Being involved in quite a bit of psychology research helped me by allowing me to not study as much to maintain high grades (I learned much much more in the lab than in the classroom), and the fact that I was taking advanced math classes allowed me to essentially get a 4.0 in my economics courses without ever having to attend class or read (if you could do the fairly simple math, you could derive the answer to just about any question/application in undergraduate-level economics exams). The only subjects I had trouble with were my upper-division math courses, which did take up quite a bit of study time. Combined, I never had too much time to dawdle, and I was able to maintain sanity by just scheduling my “fun time” with friends like I did everything else in life.</p>
<p>I think my strategy was that if I never had time to idle, I never would. I began to feel reinforced when I stuck to my schedule and list of goals for the day/week/month. My problem early on was that I had too much spare time, so I was always procrastinating, and never doing anything productive.</p>
<p>Now that I’ve been away from school for a year, and have had a relatively easier life working full-time, hopefully I can rekindle the same kind of work ethic I had as an undergrad starting this fall.</p>