<p>So, Ive been looking into colleges for a while now, and my two top choices (Brandeis and UofR) both have their positives. Yet, I have two real career prospects, and I feel like since I dont know which one I really want to pursue, that I dont really know what I want to do in terms of college. Itd be cool if someone would help me straighten things out and tell me if Im thinking about this the wrong way or something. </p>
<p>Id love to be a psychiatrist, and I think Id be really happy having that as a career. I also think that Id be really happy being a biochemistry PhD and college professor. In terms of the medical path, I really do enjoy what I have found psychiatry to entail, that Id get to deal with people and help them with problems, I like talking to people, and I like the fact that psychiatry (as opposed to psychology and counseling) involves more science and the functioning of the brain, and medicines and stuff. My mom is a school counselor, and she believes that Id be good at both the therapeutic and scientific aspects of psychiatry. So, assuming that nothing else in the rotations in med school would really entice me, I think that that would be a very rewarding career path. I would also, I think, be very happy as a college professor of biochemistry. I like teaching, and I tutor through various honor societies in school, and I think I can say Im fairly good at it. I think imparting your knowledge and excitement for a subject onto someone else is really rewarding. I also am fascinated by the research side of being a college professor. Theres an independent science research program at my school, and Ive been working at SUNY Stony Brook the past three years with professors in their research. This year, I won a research position with a biochemistry professor after a competitive interview (I think I really conveyed to him how cool I thought his field of research was) and I plan to submit my research project to science competitions like Intel and Siemens Westinghouse. I love the fact that the nature of research is that its cutting edge, and no one has done it before you. You can explore new things and help people with the revelations that come out of research, especially in science. So, being a professor and a researcher, to me, would be really cool too. </p>
<p>I cant deny, selfishly, that if all was equal to me in terms of the two careers, that the money Id receive in the long run in psychiatry is much more than what Id receive as a professor. Thats definitely desirable. But, my fear with med school is that I might not be able to do it. Im not the type of person that rises to the challenge. Generally, if Im faced with something thats ridiculously difficult, I tend to give up a little. I think that this might happen in med school, as Ive heard that it is one of the hardest things that people do ever in their lives. I wish there was a way for me to see what med school would be really like, but alas, I cant think of any. I also dont know if this habit will change in college, or that Ill realize that if its something I really want to do Ill find a way to make it happen and suddenly get really dedicated or something. Thatd be cool, but it might be unrealistic. Im not a fan of sleepless nights. As of now, I think that Id probably rather be a professor, but Im not sure that my view on that career is one-sided because Ive had such a good experience with my mentor at Stony Brook. Im sure that there are hardships in that career path, and I dont want to idealize it in my mind and then end up regretting that I didnt go to med school. </p>
<p>Ok, so what this all has to do with colleges, is that Brandeis seems to be more the school for the PhD path, and Rochester seems more the school for the med school path. Id be upset if I changed my mind in college as to what I want to do as a career, and then not be able to take advantage of all the resources that Id find at the other school. </p>
<p>In terms of Rochester, Ive been looking at mdapplicants.com, and the students coming out of Rochester seem to have higher MCAT scores overall, and even the students with the lower MCATs seem to do very well in prestigious med school admission. Rochester has a med school right there, which would certainly help with service opportunities, research opportunities, and shadowing. Rochester also has a good language program, which is something Im interested in. Ive heard though, that Rochesters not the greatest environment, which wont really affect my decision, but its certainly undesirable, especially when comparing it against Brandeiss proximity to Boston. I havent visited, although I will in October before I apply, so I dont really know the level of student happiness of being at Rochester. Ive heard mixed things from both schools. Some students love Rochester, some feel like the students are ivy rejects and are bitter and working their butts off for a degree that many dont respect. I dont know if thats true, as I have no knowledge of how a Rochester degree is seen in the workplace, or in med school and graduate school admissions. But, it does actually tick me off that the general population thinks its a SUNY, or RIT. I wouldnt mind people not knowing that my college existed, but the fact that people get it mixed up with other places is surprisingly annoying. I dont know, apparently Im a closet neurotic. And the constant gloomy weather might get annoying. </p>
<p>Brandeiss premed website seems to indicate that if you dont want to kill yourself and you still want to study abroad, you kind of need to take a fifth year. Is this the case with all colleges and premed students? In the Fiske Guide to Colleges, it says that Brandeis premeds are catered hand and foot with various premed resources. Yet, Ive heard that the classes are weed-out classes, and the professors care more about prospective PhDs than premeds. I dont really know how to verify the info on either side. And then, the lower MCAT scores and admissions to med school thing. On Brandeiss website, it says that 80% of their students get accepted to med school. That seems insane to me. Are they lying? Also, Brandeis seems to be a love it or hate it place. Im not sure if thats a good thing. But, for the positives, theres a professor at Brandeis who is doing very similar research to my mentor at Stony Brook. They know each other, which is a plus, and I really would like the opportunity to continue the research Ive been doing over the summer, in college. Brandeis students seem to be pretty socially aware, which is cool. They have a program in Peace, Conflict and Coexistence Studies which Id take a few electives in if I had the time. I like sociology, and Im fascinated by the fact that as a species, we cant just get it together and stop fighting each other. Brandeis class sizes are smaller than those at Rochester, and I definitely learn better in smaller classes, so thats a plus. Brandeis, in being a generally better known school, enjoys the fact that its kids are really smart. But, Im not sure if the intelligence level at Rochester is the same. Id certainly like to be around an intelligent and intellectual community, but Im not sure how to judge the schools one way or another on that issue. Theyre also both about the same tuition, which takes away that issue in their comparison. </p>
<p>Please be aware that Im only going to be a senior next year. I havent applied to college yet, and this post in no way is intended to be a post where I decide which college Im going to. I know I have some time still, and some flexibility. Im just trying to see which schools would be best for me in the future, and looking at the comparison between the two schools I like best at this point seems to be a good way to do that. Im also looking for some advice regarding the career paths, and if Im being too narrow-minded as to how college will affect my career, or the other way around. So, if someone could just post thoughts on anything, thatd be really helpful. </p>
<p>Thanks!</p>