To to be mean or anything, but why is Harvard even on your radar?
That is not a goal, that is a unrealistic dream. Maybe 3% of all unhooked students who apply to Harvard are accepted. It is like saying that winning the lottery is your economic 10-year plan.
It is also a terrible goal. You don’t somehow achieve your life’s dreams and goals when you are accepted to Harvard. You don’t get success for merely being accepted to Harvard, your don’t get a career or even a job when you are accepted to Harvard. In fact, you do not even get a degree just by being accepted to Harvard.
The goal is not to “be accepted” to a college, any college. The goal is to find the best path for you in life. The point of college is to help you do that. Your goal, vis a vis college, should be to attend the college that is right for you.
You know how you choose which college is right for you? You see what you like doing in high school, what topic and activities interest you, what your personal style of learning is, and what intensity is the best for you. Then you find some colleges which best fit those, and apply to them. Hopefully you are accepted to at least one, and you go off and hopefully do well.
Having as your goal “to be accepted” to a college about which you know little except that it is the Most Prestigious is a sure way to make sure that you will not find the right college for yourself. Since you are almost certain not to be accepted to Harvard, it is also a sure fire way to end up disappointed, bitter, and overall pretty unhappy.
However, let me say this: so what?
There are literally hundreds of colleges out there which will provide you with a world class education. Colleges where you will get the education that you need for life, the social life that will make it a great place to be, the activities which will make your life about ore than just the classroom, and more.
However, in the meantime, you need to be focusing on doing your best in high school.
You are not at high school in order to get into Harvard. You are in high school to get an education. Without getting an education, you will not be accepted to any college. Without getting a high school education, you will not even know whether you actually want to go to college.
What is certain, though, is that there is no evidence that Harvard is the right college for you. In fact, from what little you have said, I would opine that Harvard is the wrong college for you, on many levels.
That’s OK. Harvard is not some “prize”, only there for The Best Of The Best Of The Best. There are an enormous number of people who are excellent in every way, but for who Harvard would not provide the education that would be best for them. It is a specific college of a specific type, and it is the right college for a specific type of student. It is the wrong college for all the rest.
Focus on doing your best in high school, and, in some spare time, start thinking about what you want from college. By the end of your junior year, you will have a better idea, and will be able to find colleges which will provide you with those things.