<p>I did ok in high school.</p>
<p>As a rising senior I took a handful of AP's and honors but not too many. I have an average UC GPA of 3.60 unweighted and 3.86 UC weighted. 5's on both AP tests I've taken and a 2080 on my SAT Reasoning test.</p>
<p>I'm on track to graduate, and have been working extremely hard to make up for past mistakes in my high school record of being a bit of a slacker, but it brings me to an interesting situation.</p>
<p>Looking back at the last 3 years, I realize it's not that I didn't care about school, I've always wanted to attend a prestigious school like NYU, Northeastern, UCLA or UCSD and generally worked hard at everything that I did, but at the competitive public school I attended, I went through battles with depression, suicidal tendencies and ADD, an identity crisis, bad teachers (one of which who was arrested on illegal drug charges) slacker friends who always tried to convince me to take the easy way out, and bad advice from advisors (one of which who was arrested for a sex scandal WITH A FRESHMAN).</p>
<p>I'm not blaming the world around me for the mistakes that I've made and I willingly own up to them, but every day I can't help feeling that if even a year ago I was armed with the knowledge and motivation that I have now, I could have been sooooo much more in high school and most likely have been a candidate for some of those top tier schools. </p>
<p>That being said, I am on track to graduate, and my school advisor said I can most likely get in to some good colleges like UCSB, UCI, SCU and maybe even UC Davis. But deep down, I KNOW I have the motivation to succeed and be competitive at some of those top-tier schools. I just didn't realize it at the time.</p>
<p>So with that being said, it makes me wonder; ok, I screwed up in high school and realistically am not a candidate for the top schools in America anymore, but should I just take what I can get so-to-speak and then go to a top tier grad school? Or should I consider going to a ccc, kicking butt there with my newfound motivation, and then transferring directly into one of those said top tier schools I've been wanting to go to since I could walk? What are the advantages/disadvantages of each?</p>
<p>Also to keep in mind that I'm not 100% sure what I want to do yet, and ccc I believe might help me figure that out. At the moment I am heavily considering biopsychology, neuroscience, psychology or computer science and then going to grad school for cognitive science and then going to do autism research and/or education. I have worked with children of all ages my entire life, many of whom have special needs, and would like to help people of all ages find their way in life and give them the guidance that I didn't always recieve.</p>
<p>It sounds idealistic, but I really want to help the people in this world and make it a better place to live :)</p>
<p>I appriciate any insight that you could give me and thanks in advance! :D</p>