I know it’s quite a read, but I’m incredibly desperate. Any input is greatly appreciated.
I will be a rising junior next year and attend a high school in northern Virginia. As I’ve begun to look into colleges, my heart has become set on UVA. However, I’m increasingly despairing about my chances, given its highly competitive admissions.
I won’t bother sugarcoating it. I messed up TERRIBLY my freshman and sophomore year. I’ve taken the most rigorous classes offered, however, I trashed them. At the moment, I’ve accumulated 2 C’s and 2 C+'s, 2 of which are in math classes.
There are numerous factors which caused this, most of all my struggle with severe clinical depression (which also contributed to a very poor attendance record).
This academic underperformance nearly broke me. I’d began my high school career as ambitious of an overacheiver as any other NOVA student. I won’t get into the details of the inner turmoil of a perfectionist’s shattered ego or the subsequent soul-searching, but it’s been exhaustive.
I’ve gradually found the resolve within myself to come back from this. I’m well aware that my potential as a student is largely untapped, and I’m determined to prove it.
As of now, I’m signed up for 6 APs next year and have begun extensive summer prep and effort dedicated to succeeding in my coursework next year and demonstrate a strong upwards trend.
Currently, my extracurriculars include debate, robotics, MUN, orchestra, and a few other small clubs. In addition, I’ve spent this summer interning on a political campaign. I have a solid shot at procuring leadership in a few of these EC’s next year, including debate and MUN. Both the teams I participate on have had thus far strong performance and I intend to extend this achievement to the greatest possible heights, hopefully, some awards at state and national levels.
Although I have not taken any standardized tests yet, I’m quite motivated to performing exceptionally well on them in order to, in some sense, compensate for my abysmal transcript. I’m aiming to score a 1500+ on SAT, 700+ on subjects, 33+ on ACT, and primarily 5’s on AP exams.
That being said, if I achieve straight A’s in my classes next year, my GPA will fall around a weighted 4.0, unweighted 3.5.
I also consider myself a very strong writer and intend to turn my hardships into the most exceptional essays I can.
Additionally, I’m a prospective finance major, which I know is very unfavourable given my performance in math. However, I’m doubling on math APs next year, and am fairly confident I can achieve an 800 on the Math Level 2.
Taking this whole mess into account holistically, how would you gauge my chances? Am I totally hopeless?