Hi! I’ve been feeling a little lost during this whole college application process recently so I thought I’d try to find some advice on here!
I used to live kinda close to Wellesley College, and so I first discovered it through the walks I took with my mom by their lake on weekends. Since then, especially starting from last year I’ve had some things happen that’s interfered with my schoolwork and I completely lost all motivation to try last year. I regret it so much but I ended up getting two C(+)'s last year which kinda murdered my gpa, that’s now at a 3.9 weighted which is really worrying. During the college application process I remembered Wellesley, the times I’ve spent there and how great I used to think the college was. After a college visit I loved it even more and I planned on applying early decision, until I remembered my grades would be well below most of the applicants… So now I’m doubting if I should even try if my chances of rejection are going to be high?
My SAT score was a 1450, which isn’t the best either, and I took one AP test last year: AP lang which I score a 5 on. I plan on taking 2 subject tests during October but other than that it’s all I have to offer in terms of grades.
For ECs I’m a 2nd chair flute player for my high school wind ensemble, which I don’t know will help or not, since i’m not first. There have been a couple clubs I’ve been in but because I couldnt get rides home it’s been difficult staying active. One of the things I’ve been most passionate about is photography, and I might include in my application that a few magazines have written articles about/featuring my work, but it’s not like I’m gonna major in photography or art so I really don’t think admission officers would care. Oh and I’m also Asian American, and after seeing how well prepared other people like me are has really lowered my confidence in getting into a good school haha.
My senior year grades so far have been much better but junior grades are the most important and I have no idea how I’m ever gonna make up for my performance last year. I hate to think how my whole future might be ruined by a few dumb hight school grades and bad experiences with teachers junior year but then again it might be the reality? I aspired to be somebody useful to the world someday and I think Wellesley will provide that chance.
I apologize for writing so much and making this post so pessimistic but it’s been stressful and I don’t know if I should take the chance to apply early decision? If anyone’s read up to this point thank you so so so much and any advice would mean a lot :^)
If only I could whip out my college essay this fast lol