<p>I have been struggling for a while to decide what I want to major in. This fall, I will be a freshman in college. I know there is still time to decide but the decision ahead of me stresses me out.</p>
<p>Throughout elementary and middle school I always wanted to either be a writer, publisher, or literary agent. I assumed I would major in English because I loved to write, invent stories, and read. It seemed like the practical major for someone who wanted to get into one of the three careers above. I would even read about the publishing/literary agency industries and found the idea of working there fascinating. </p>
<p>Basically I'm conflicted because when I think about working with books for the rest of my life, I wonder how I'm really contributing to the world. I know books are important and I obviously know that I and a lot of other people love having books to entertain and take us away from the real world, but at the same time I feel I won't be making a real difference. </p>
<p>I keep thinking that I need to major in Biology/Neuroscience and do research or something so that I can help people medically. Even If I majored in a science, I don't know what type of career I would have. I don't want to be a doctor/nurse/physical therapist and I'm not sure I would like doing research my whole life. What are careers in research like? </p>
<p>I also am not sure I even love Biology enough to major in it. I took AP Biology, got a 3, which did not come easy to me. I didn't really love that class. I found it interesting at times but usually I was bored (but I am usually bored in all of my classes). Biological concepts and love/interest in what we were learning didn't seem to come to me as easily as it did to my classmates. I've also thought that being a Biomedical engineer would be cool because I could use technology to help people. I was always a good student but math was never something I loved or something that came easily to me. I honesty think I just like the IDEA of being an engineer. </p>
<p>I just want to feel as though my career is making contributions to the world and is helping people. Although I know I would love to work in the publishing industry, I just can't get past the idea that I need to be doing something more. Please, someone help? Is the fact that I feel so strongly about doing something to help those who are medically in need a sign that maybe I should drift towards the medical field? If so, what type of career should I pursue? Or should I drift towards what I know I'm pretty sure I would love doing? I know English isn't always seen as a viable major but I think I'd also major in Marketing or a Communications/Media major. I know getting a job in the publishing industry is hard, so worst comes to worst I could get a job in marketing or go back and get certification as a teacher which I think I would love doing too. Any advice? Have any of you been in similar situations.</p>
<p>*Note: I don't think careers that aren't in the medical field are meaningless....I just can't help feeling as though I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do with my life.</p>